Breaking Ice

Chapter 40

Luke's POV:

I went down to a bar on the other side of town. I can't believe I've lost Steve. He's my everything, I've never been with anybody but him.

"Scotch on the rocks and two vodka shots" I said sitting down at the bar

"Long night?" The girl next to me asked

"long week" I sighed, I looked at my watch and saw it was just shy of ten in the morning.

"Darcy" she smiled

"Luke" I nodded

    I got my drinks and took the shots right away. I usually hate day drinking. The last time I did this was in high school. My life is just falling apart. Steve is gone. Casting isn't going so well, maybe I'm just picky but these people are horrible actors. Marty is the only person casted so far.

"What happened that's got you drinking so early" Darcy asked

"My husbands leaving me. The casting for my play is going horrible and my parents keep asking me to come back to Nevada" I sighed

"Why don't you go, get away from all of this"

"They are the worst people I've ever met, I'm thankful that they raised me and gave me an alright life don't get me wrong but they don't approve of anything my sister and I do" I sighed

"So your husband what he do"

"He wants to rush in to adopting a kid, I can't do that"

"You seem pretty old to start a family, fuck it dude you are only gonna live so long" she sighed

"What's got you here at ten in the morning" I said taking the attention of me

"My boyfriend kicked me out, fucking dick. He cheated on me and I'm the bad guy"

"Asshole" I muttered

"Right, so my sisters picking me up here so why not get trashed at ten a.m" she laughed

"To shitty boys" I said picking up my shot

"To shitty boys" she smiled

    Two hours and many alcoholic drinks later Darcy's sister came to pick her up. I gave a drunken smile and wave before she walked out, or should I say stumbled. Not even five minutes later she came back in.

"You can't drive, I bring you home" she slurred grabbing my hand

I payed my tab and followed her or the door. In the front seat was a pretty, curly haired girl.

"Th-this is my sister Pen" she smiled putting her head on her sisters shoulder

"Where do you live?" Pen asked

"In Bexley" I said

"Isn't that near Caps" Darcy asked "why'd you come all the way out to middle of nowhere Whitehall"

"My last name is Capason" I replied

"Shit your husband is Steve! Fuck I know him. I used to drink at Caps all the time with my ex. That dude is fucking great" Darcy yelled

"Rather not talk about it" I sighed

"Sorry"

Pen made it to Amelia's house. I couldn't will myself to get out of her car.

"Sorry to be a bother but could you drive me to Caps" I asked, I needed to talk to Steve.

"Alright" She smiled pulling out of the driveway.

I thanked her and got out of the car. I've sobered up a bit, I think. I went straight into the bar and sat down right in front of Steve.

"What are you doing here" he said rolling his eyes

"Let's do it. I'm ready" I smiled

"You're drunk" Steve said shaking his head

"No I'm not. I was drinking but I know what I'm saying. I love you. I want to have a baby with you"

"You said I way too many times"

"Fuck Steve do you hear what I'm saying."

"I do. You aren't ready. It's not even one and you were drinking."

"I miss you."

"What happened to hating me?"

"I didn't mean that. I love you"

"Come back when you haven't been drinking" Steve said shaking his head and walking away

  I got up and walked out of the bar. Kicking rocks on the sidewalk, I sighed. I love Steve so much. Why did I fuck up something so great? He is everything I've ever asked for. When I was lonely I'd think of my dream boyfriend and it was basically Steve. Maybe I should go back to Nevada? Clear my head. Maybe meet somebody new?

Amelia was sitting on the couch when I got home.

"Hey Lukey, how are you?" She asked

"I think I'm gonna go to Nevada" I sighed laying my head on her lap and spreading across the couch.

"No you're not. You hate your parents. You will call me crying every night. You can't go" she said running her fingers through my hair

"Steve wants nothing to do with me. Casting is going horribly. There is no point for me to be in Ohio"

"Ice, Hayden, Mrs.Patty, Marty, me, Jax, the other kids?"

"A group of teenagers, a woman in her 60's, a doctor/ actor and you that's it. All I've got. I'm fucking pathetic. "

"Shut up and watch Freaks and Geeks. It'll make you feel better and stop talking stupid"

"Fine" I sighed crossing my arms

She was right it did make me feel better. There is something about young James Franco that gets me going. After a while I made Amelia and I some lunch. Isaac was going over Steve's again tonight. I want to know what I did wrong. He seems to not want anything to do with me either. I love this kid.

"Does Isaac hate me?" I asked Amelia

"No Luke. He loves you. He's just really upset about what's going on" Amelia sighed "we all are"

"What should I do?" I sighed

"Go get your man Lucas. Adopt that kid. Life happily ever after"

"What if he doesn't want me?"

"Listen to me dumbass. Steve is so fucking in love with you. All he talks about is you." She said grabbing my face.

"I'm gonna go get him" I said standing up "but I need a big gesture."

"Go in and slide across the bar, with flowers, and start singing Color from Straight Outta Oz. It's his favorite" Amelia smiled

It's now or never.
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A/N

Thank you so much for reading! I hope that you enjoyed! March is going by so slow holy shit.

I can't believe the Blurryface era is nearly over and that Fairly Local is two.

Q: Favorite song off Blurryface? (Don't say all)

-Izzy