When She Is No Longer Mine «Jason McCann & Justin Bieber»

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Nezther

I let out a small groan as Jason moves underneath me. "I know, baby," he whispers before kissing my head. "It's almost eleven o'clock, we gotta get up." I open my eyes to see him sitting up with my head in his lap. "I already gave Jasper a bath. He's watching tv right now, he's been asking for you all morning."

I close my eyes again when Jason starts running his fingers through my hair. "Mommy?"

I open my eyes to look at our son standing in the door. He smiles when he sees my eyes open. I giggle uncontrollably as him and Jason begin tickling me. Jasper kisses my nose before sitting on my stomach.

Jason tugs him off by his arm. "Not on her stomach, baby," he says softly.

"Why not? I always sit wif momma," he furrows his eyebrows.

"Jasp, look at me," I tell him. He looks over at me with tears streaming down his face. I sit up quickly. "Baby, mommy lost-" I get cut off by the all too familiar feeling in the pit of my stomach.

I jump up and run to the bathroom. I empty the contents of my stomach into the toilet. "Momma sick?"

"Come on, bud."

Jason kneels down next to me, rubbing my back gently. Jasper sits in his lap and rubs my arm. "Is she okay, dada?"

"Yes, buddy. She's okay, just an upset tummy."

"Can I hold her?" Jasper whispers loudly as I flush the toilet.

"Let me brush my teeth first," I mumble.

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"I missed you so much," Kinsley holds me tightly against her.

I rub her back. "I missed you too. How're things with you and Justin?"

She bites her lip as we pull back. She shows me the gigantic rock on her finger. "We're engaged," she happily tells me. "How about you and Jason? Anything new with you guys?"

I lift up my hand to show her my ring. "We're engaged also," I giggle.

I feel two arms encircle around my waist. "And baby number two is on the way," Jason says proudly.

Justin joins us with Jasper in his arms. "Another baby?" He smiles widely at us. I frown, leaning back into my fiancé's chest. "Congratulations, guys. I'm glad you're happy."

"Me too," Kinsley agrees. "Hey, Jasper."

He leans into her arms, wrapping his smaller ones around her neck. "Kinny come home with me?" He asks after he kisses her cheek.

She giggles, "no, babe. Kinny has to stay with Jay-Jay," she kisses his nose. He shows off his famous pout. "Did you guys tell Jasper yet?" She turns her attention to us.

Jason tightens his arms around my waist. "Not yet," he mumbles.

We recently went to the doctors and they told us there would be some... complications if I did happen to get pregnant again. We were waiting until the first trimester is over to tell Jasper. Unfortunately....

"Tell us when you do," Justin adds as he sits down at his desk.

I gently tug out of Jason's arms. "I have to use the bathroom," I whisper.

He kisses my neck a few times before stepping away from me. "Do you want me to come with you?" He caresses my cheek gently.

I shake my head, moving away. I walk to the door. "I'll come with you," I hear Kinsley speak up. She trails behind me the whole way to the bathroom. "Are you okay?" she grabs my arm when we enter the bathroom.

I shake my head again, letting out a sob. She wraps me into her arms, holding me tightly. "I-I got up," I choke on my words. "I got up l-last night-t... I-I just told him-m I was pregn-nant. I can't tell him, Kin," I cry loudly.

She rubs my back in slow circles. "Can't tell him what? What happened, Nes?"  She whispers.

"I lost it!" I sob loudly. "They told me I would!"

The door to the women's restroom opens. "Momma?" I immediately try to contain my sobs. I pull away from Kinsley. "I followed you here. Daddy said he thinks you are upset," he pouts. "Why you cryin'?"

"Jasper, I think-"

I cut Kinsley off. "Can you just hold mommy?" He nods quickly and wraps his small arms around my torso. "I love you so, so much, baby boy," I kiss his head.

He tightens his grip on me. "I love you, too, momma. You wan' daddy or just me?" He asks in a gentle whisper.

I see Kinsley walk out of the bathroom and comes in with Jason seconds later. "Um- Jasper, can you go with Kinny for a minute? Her and Jay will take you to get a muffin," Jason lifts him out of my arms.

I pull my knees up to my chest as Jason closes the bathroom door. He turns the lock to keep others out. I sniffle and choke back my tears for what seems like hours.

He finally kneels down in front of me, bringing his hands to my cheeks. "I heard everything," his whisper comes out raspy. "Why didn't you tell me? I would've stayed up with you and held you... you threw up this morning, th-that wasn't morning sickness?"

"Anxiety," I whimper. Jason nods, dropping his hands from my cheeks. "Daddy?" I sniffle.

He looks up at me, shocked and wide-eyed. "Um-uhh, yeah, baby? What's- Whats up?"

I point to myself with a sniffle. "Me stay baby?"

He moves and wraps his arms around me, pulling me into his lap. "Of course, Princess. Whatever makes you happy," he sighs heavily.

I think it's important that you all know, this is Nezther's first time going into her little space since Jasper was born.