When She Is No Longer Mine «Jason McCann & Justin Bieber»

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Kinsley

I swallow hard as Lauren clasps her hand around my neck. "Anything else you want to say?" She chokes me.

"Why?"

"Because you fucked everything up," she tightens her hand.

I grip her wrist with both my hands. The room starts going dark and just as my eyes start to close, I hear Leigh's angelic voice.

"Stop, please! She's my everything!" She cries out. "Please, I'm begging you." She drops me to the floor, making me gasp loudly. I cough loudly, not being able to hear what's going on around me. "Baby, can you hear me? Come on, babygirl."

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I jolt awake, sitting straight up. Leigh sits next to me with her head against the wall. She's fast asleep. "Mommy," I mumble. I crawl into her lap, wedging myself between her legs and moving my arms around her waist. "Momma," I nuzzle against her chest.

"Princess?" I hear her whisper. "Oh, my baby!" She kisses my head repeatedly. "Oh my God, are you okay? My poor Princess."

"Mommy, i's done sum'pin bad," I feel tears well up in my eyes.

She shakes her head, tightening her arms around me. "I don't care, babe. Just go back to sleep, you need your rest right now."

"But, Momma," I look up at her. "I's did sum'pin so bad. I's ch-cheated on you."

She moves me so I'm straddling her thighs. "I know, baby, you were on some really heavy meds and you told me everything. Go back to sleep for mommy," she pushes my head between her neck and shoulder.

"Where Nessie?"

"Jason is with her and the kids. She went to the doctor's office today and sound out she isn't pregnant."

I frown, closing my eyes. "She okay?"

"For the most part. Goodnight, I love you."

Nezther

"Can I interest you in a drink?" Jason jokes, holding a beer out to me.

"Yeah," I take it from him.

He stares at me blankly. "Seriously?" He chuckles. I open the bottle and drink it as fast as I can. "Holy shit," he blinks as I set the now empty bottle down. "Alrighty then. Want another one?" I nod. We walk out to the living room with a couple more so we don't have to get up again.

By my fifth and Jason's fourth, we were making out- heavily. When I say heavy, I mean the gross loud kind that you feel like throwing up when you hear it. But we're both tipsy and will most likely pay for it in the morning, but I just want to live in the moment.

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I curl more into Jason's side as the sun shines on my face. He rubs my back with his palm flat against me. "You can go back to sleep," he whispers. I look up at him, making him chuckle. "You look so tired, Angel, go back to sleep."

"Why do you call me Angel?" I lay my head back against his chest.

"Because you're my Angel," he whispers. "Angels save people and you my love," he leans down to kiss my forehead, "have saved me multiple times." I look up at him again. This time, we just stare into each other's eyes for several moments. "You also look like an Angel," he adds softly.

"What?"

"Angels are supposed to be beautiful, and you my love are the most beautiful woman in the world."

I lean up to kiss him. He brings his other hand around to grab my side. I sit up a bit to have more access to his lips. He moves us so he's on top of me, but still leaning on his arm off to the side of my body. I pull away for a few seconds to breathe. He strokes my cheek, pushing the hair out of my face and stares into my eyes.

"I'm so sorry," I whisper. "The past few weeks have been complete shit, and I'm sorry. You don't deserve it," I wrap my arms around his neck.

In reply, he places a kiss against my cheek. "You're so sweet, babydoll." He kisses my lips again. "I love you so much, Nezther."

I smile up at him. "I love you too, Jason."

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"Nice sex hair," Leigh and I say to each other at the same time.

We both burst out laughing. "I take it Kinsley is feeling better?"

"Yeah," she nods. "She decided to treat me."

I raise my eyebrows. "I didn't need to know that," I giggle.

"How about you? What happened with Jason?"

"We got drunk, had some sloppy sex and this morning it was really passionate and slow."

She grins at me. "You guys are so strong. You could've broken up a week ago, hell you can break up at anytime, but you don't. You work through everything and I admire you both for that." I smile down at my mug filled with coffee. "Can Kinsley and I get a dog?"

I look up. "What?"

"Can we get a dog? She can't get pregnant and I don't want to carry a baby around at seventeen, so can we get a puppy?"

I stare at her as I think about her question. "I won't clean its shit, I won't bathe it, I won't even give it food. If you two want a dog, it's your responsibility, understand?"

"Yes!" My younger sister squeals. "Thank you so much! I love you!" She races upstairs.

"Everyone loves mom when she says yes," I murmur before sipping my coffee.

A few minutes later, Jason enters the kitchen. "Morning, my love. Ready to go?" He kisses my cheek.

"The gym?" He nods. "Yeah, where are the kids? Are they coming?"

"Nope, they're laying in Kinsley's bed and watching a movie."

I lean over and kiss his lips. "Let's get a move on then," I slap his butt playfully.

"Hey," he growls, pulling me closer with a tight grip on mine. "Only I can do that." He smacks my ass hard.