When She Is No Longer Mine «Jason McCann & Justin Bieber»

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Nezther

Jason and I talked yesterday when Jasper left and I decided, there's nothing to lose. If I have this surgery, it could change everything. I could be able to have another baby, maybe even two more. But if it doesn't work, then I can't.

"Babe, wanna go get him?" Jason rubs my bicep.

I nod, "yeah. Let's go."

Kinsley texted me last night to see if Jasper could stay overnight, of course I said yes. If it was going to make my baby happy, I was going to let him.

Jason and I had an in depth conversation about how we're going to get through all of this. We're going to stay in New York longer than expected. We visited one of Justin's friend, whom fixes the woman reproductive system for a living, this morning. My surgery will be in two days and I'll be in the hospital for one week.

"Baby," Jason touches my thigh.

I look over to him, moving closer in the back of the cab. "Hm?" I hum my response.

"I asked how you're feeling about everything. Y'know... are you sad or frustrated?" I lean my head on his shoulder with a sigh. "You can tell Daddy, Princess."

I smile at his statement. "I know, I just... I don't know how I feel."

He moves his arm to wrap around my shoulders. He kisses my forehead, then my cheek. "Okay, baby. I love you," he whispers against my ear. "These next two weeks better go by fast," he growls.

I close my eyes, biting down on my lip. "Jace-"

I'm cut off by the cab coming to a complete stop. "That'll be $68.79," the driver turns to us.

Jason hands him seventy dollars and tells him to keep the change. We get out and walk all the way up to the house. We just walk in.

"Daddy!" Jasper screams as he runs to Jason.

Justin walks into the foyer. "Nes, can I talk to you for a sec?" He scratches the back of his neck. I furrow my eyebrows as I follow him to the kitchen. "Is Jasper more clingy to you or Jason?"

I shrug, "Jason, why?"

"I think he- um... naturally, boys are more clingy towards girls when they're young. And-"

"Are you trying to tell me you think my son is gay?" When he doesn't reply, I let out a sigh. "That's not your child, Justin. You don't get to make assumptions like that. And even if he is, who cares? That's my baby and I'll do anything and let him do anything that makes him happy."

He raises his hands up as if he were surrendering. "I'm just saying," he mumbles.

My blood starts to boil. "You don't get to just say, Justin! That isn't your right! And how the fuck do you know about child psychology anyways!? You're more fucked up in the head than anyone I know!" I yell at him.

He shoves my shoulders, knocking me to the ground. "Have you looked in the mirror recently, you stupid bitch!? How about at your fiancé!? That kid is doomed to have a fucked up head when he's older!" I flinch and close my eyes when his foot comes close to my face.

I reopen my eyes when I don't feel an impact. Jason's hand holds his ankle, his face beat red. "I will fucking kill you," he growls, throwing Justin's ankle.

His causes him to fall on his butt with a shock. I bring a hand up to my mouth as I attempt to control my sobs. I watch as Jason kneels down next to Justin, getting his fists ready.

"Jason, don't!" I scream before he could hit him. They both look over at me. "Don't stoop to his level. Just get Jasper and lets leave," I cry out.

As I hold onto my fiancé's hand tightly whilst we walk out, Kinsley stops us. "Can I come with you? He- um... last time he got this mad, he hit me," she mumbles.

"Yeah," Jason sighs.

She follows us out to the cab. Jason, Jasper and I sat in the back while Kin sat in the front. "Shh, baby, you're okay," Jason coos. "Jasp, tell mommy she's okay."

Jasper looks over and frowns. He reaches out to touch my face. "You's okay, momma." He brushes away my tears. "Did Jay Jay hit her, daddy?"

"No," he shakes his head as he rubs my back. "He was about to." I lay my head on Jason's lap. Him and Jasper both run their fingers through my hair. "You're okay, baby," he mumbles.

When we arrived at the hotel, Jason kneeled on the ground outside of the car. He opens his arms to me. I slide down onto his lap. He hands Kinsley the money and she pays the man. Jace carries me up to our room.

He sets me on the couch. "Do you need anything?" Kinsley asks.

I shake my head. "When was the last time he hit you?" I ask shakily.

"A few weeks ago," she shrugs. "He kicked me out after that."

"Where'd you go?" Jason snaps.

"I slept on the porch."

I let out a whimper, leaning into her. She wraps her arms around me. "Why do you stay with him?" Jace lifts Jasper into his arms.

"He makes me happy," she whispers. "H-He... I cant explain it. It's-"

I cut her off. "It's what I feel with Jason."

She shrugs, "I don't know what you feel with Jason, Nes."

"Trust me, it's indescribable."