My Fear (Eric Divergent Fanfic)

Chapter 16

Eric got home late that night from work I was already asleep, or so I pretended to be when he got into bed. His large body took up most of the queen sized bed. I feel guilty that I hit Eric earlier even though I guess it was his plan for me to. I nearly fall off the edge of the bed when I scoot back and bump into Eric's chest, his large arm wraps around me preventing me from falling, he holds me close to him. I turn around and face him, he's awake.

"How was work?" I say quietly.

"Fine. Long. Kind of boring. I don't understand why people never listen until I scream."

I rub my hand against his bicep. "It's Dauntless no one likes to listen to anyone unless they're scared. And you're scary when you scream."

"How was your day? Why are you up?"

"Peter came by to watch Ean, I took a long nap."

"Not tired anymore?"

I shake my head, "no."

"Good. Come with me. I have an idea."

He yanks me out of bed, "where are we going?"

"It's a surprise."

We walk for a couple of minutes, Eric's hands over my eyes as we got closer. I feel the cool, outside air hit my skin and goosebumps form.

"Open your eyes." Eric orders.

We stand there. Facing the wall.

"What're we doing here?" I look up at him.

"If this is what you want to do, I'm going to train you. I'm going to show you how to do everything and how to do it right. We'll secure the job for you. You have to listen to me though, understand?"

"Yes sir," I bit my lip and wrap my arms around his waist and pull him close to me.

He squirms a bit then finally wraps his arms around me too. "Okay. First order; defense and fighting." His voice trails off, he explains all about the positioning and the codes, I was really going to be a wall guard. This is all I wanted. He continues on to explain all I have to know and while he's explaining everything I can't help but smile,

"What?" He looks at me confused by my smiling.

"You," I inch closer you him. "I like it when you're all authoritative."

A smile appears on his face, he lifts me up, my legs wrapping around his waist, my back up against a wall. His lips trailing down to my neck. "Here?" I say to him.

"No one will catch us," he says in between kisses. I succumb to him and let out a moan when his like roughly suck on my collarbone. He rips my shirt off swiftly, his hands roughly grabbing at my breasts. He rips off his shirt next, his warm skin pressing against mine.

I didn't realize how much I missed this until now, I miss how rough he is and how gentle he can be when I need him too. His large hands tug and get tangled in my long hair. God I miss him. I tuck at his pants belt and pulls mine down along with my underwear. He pulls me off him and onto the soft grass, he hovering over me, naked. His body clashes down onto me as I let out a semi-loud moan, his hand goes over my mouth. "There's still guards, you don't want them to catch us," he smirks whispering his hot breath into my ear. His large body crushes me repeatedly but not too much to the point where it hurts. As my whimpers became more frequent Eric put his hand over my mouth once more, his pace speeding up as I dig my nails into his back causing him to bleed.

When he finishes he lets me catch my breath before standing up to gather our clothes. He kisses my neck and throws my underwear at me along with pants. We quickly got dressed and made our way back to our apartment.