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how isn't my fault? i should have seen the signs. i should have known. it was just like gram. i just sat back and let it happen. i watched her deteriorate right before my eyes. i let her go without a fight. i knew something bad was gonna happen. i knew it. i felt it. but i didn't do anything. those two words... "momma's dead".... my kryptonite... is this how barry felt? you'd think at 20 i wouldn't need her anymore... but i'll always need my momma... but i don't have her anymore... and i can't get her back... she's in a box... on a shelf... i miss you momma...

You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
And you'd hold me close in your arms
I loved the way you felt so strongI never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holdin' meI miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehowMy heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you...

...I'm thinkin' back on the past

It's true that time is flyin' by too fastI miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehowMy heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss youI know you're in a better place yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with meI miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehowMy heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la laI miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehowMy heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you (I miss you)

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