Chapter XLIV

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"Ya ! Y/N ! Wait up !" I turned around and see our Chipmunk approaching me , sweat was forming on her forehead and temples , she stopped in front of me Catching her breath..

"Chae Unnie.. what's wrong ?" She puts her hands on my shoulders "Y-you.." me ? I tilted my head and wait for her to finish "I had search for you everywhere , but may I ask something ?" I nodded , she gestured me to sit again down at the table , I did , placing my backpack on my lap "So..What it is ?"

"Can you please tell me what happened between you and Jennie ?" I looked down "Y/N.. please ?" Her begs are really strong as her angelic voice makes me soft and it is melting me..how I could not tell her...

"T-To be honest..she lied to me , and she did to all of you to.." she tilted her head , slightly opening her mouth and furrowing her eyebrows (Y'all know that face)

I told her everything that I had found from Momo , what Jennie told me also and how we finished by me sleeping at Momo's dorm , not wanting to see Jennie anymore..

"So this is what she wanted to forget.." she slowly rubbed her index and thumb finger on her chin "Aren't you mad at her for hiding this ?" She shook her head "Why would I be ? Everyone had their own privacy that needs to be respected , even if she had hide it from you Y/N , not just me or us , You Should try to understand her.."

Chae-Young Unnie is right...but I still feel lied.. "Unnie..but how could I do that ? I feel like I didn't know nothing about her.." she shook her head "Y/N look , Is normal for someone to hide things , don't you tell me that you didn't hide something for her or your family never ! I'll tell you something , I know Jennie for a long time..of course..not that much you know her , but I never saw her as happy she was with you.."

"Last night..I felt like I just met an another Jennie , she was..destroyed..the thing that hurts me much..is that im her friend and I can't help her with nothing , but I can try , Please just speak with her..I know that in your heart and soul , is still a little part that tells you to just go back at her and tell her you're not mad and you do understand her , but the Ego and Pride are too big.."

I kept silent , this intellectual Chipmunk is right.. Should I give a try ?

"Please ? I know you still love her Y/N , and you'll ever do...but I can clearly see that there..inside , you're also hurt by her and you're trying to get rid of the hurt that she did by sticking around with Momo and Ignoring her..and also , don't use Momo as a rebound , please..I know you don't feel nothing for her , but you're giving Momo hopes..fake hopes.." I wanted to get up , but she puts her hand on my shoulder , stopping me..

"Just try speaking with her , okay ? Not for me , not for her , but to save your Relationship and you , yourself..and please , Stay away from Momo , she may acts like this..but I don't really do trust her.." I sighed and nodded..

Chaeng Unnie is right..may I try ?

We got up from the table and Chae-Young Unnie hitted her feet while dragging the chair , making her to cry out loud an ,,ahh,, sound "Miss Park , we are in a library , please low he volume.." Her cheeks turned pink and she bowed , apologizing..

"Unnie.." She turned to face me "Do you know where I can find her ?" She let a proud smile appearing on her face and nodded "She's in the park near the college dorms , Near an Ice cream truck , if she stills there , you'll find her , if not...call me and I'll find out soon , okay ?" I nodded , I decided first to Left at home the backpack that I was having some books in , then I started to walk towards the park..

I saw girl with long brown hair Laying on a bench , reading a book , without me realising , a smile creeped on my face , I saw the ice cream truck and Decided to buy two ice creams..

"Anyonghaseyo ! An Ice cream with Milk and the other one with Red Bean flavours ! Thank you !" The boy handed me the Ice creams , giving me a wink , after I realized on my tissue was writing a phone number , I chuckled ignoring the tissue thing and glaring at him "Sorry , im taken.." I pointed towards Jennie , He smiled silly , before laughing "Good I tried , right ? By the way , im Matthew !"

"Im Y/N ! Gotta go now , guess I'll see you around !" He nodded , waving goodbye at me then , I started to walk slowly towards her bench , without her ever realising somebody was watching her..I took a chance to look carefully at her face , swollen eyes , covered by makeup , bags under her eyes..she really does look destroyed..

"Hey.." I spoke out firmly , she instantaneously turned her gaze to me , her cheeks turned pink pale as she sat up , putting the book on her lap "Hey.." she said looking down , I could see that she's hurt..well..Also I am..

"This is for you.." I handed her the milk flavoured ice cream "Thanks.." I also sat down next to her , you could easily feel the tension between us from meters away..

"I-Im sorry.." she finally spoke..I sighed , looking at her face and chuckling , she made a ,, what's wrong,, face , before I used my tissue to wipe some Ice cream from the left corner of her upper lip..

"Jennie-" "No , please let me finish , I know I shouldn't lie to you..I should lie to all of you , but , I just want to delete that from my past , you understand ? Please don't be mad at me..cause I'll hate myself much than I already do for lieing to you.." I looked down "C-can you..you know..forgive me ? P-please ?" I looked into her eyes..

"Jennie.." "Please ?" I made eye contact and saw hopes into her black orbs "I-..I don't know..I mean..I want some time alone for now.." I heard her sighing "This is a broke up ?" I nodded "But you'll be back at the dorm ? Maybe just that ?" I nodded again..

"Jennie..I forgave you..but I really do need some time for me to think..that doesn't mean I don't love you anymore..I really do..a lot but..my heart isn't letting me to tell you.." we made eye contact again..

"Is it Momo right ?" I shook my shoulders , I also don't know if it's because of Momo or just my Ego and Pride..

"Y/N..promise me something..Stay away from Momo , I know she may seem the best..but..if she wasn't appearing in our lives-" "If she wasn't appearing on our lives you'll keep on lieing to me ? And make it worst ?" She nodded "I guess you have a point..but we still best friends ?"

This time is was me who nodded , a smile appeared on her face "May I ask for a last minute of cuddling ? And a last kiss ?" I scoffed , punching her playfully into her Shoulder , covered by her pink t-shirt "Okay , I guess.." I put my arm around her shoulders , dragging her closer , after she completely finished her ice cream , she puts her arms around my waist , Squishing me "I'll miss this.." she said looking up into my eyes..

She was coming towards me slowly , until our lips touched lightly , making it slowly rougher , I could taste the milk flavour from her lips and mouth , we finally broke the kiss , breathing slowly..I have to be honest , I'll miss this too..

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