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Not the Same-Pewdiepie

At the start of the relationship, it was amazing. Felix and I were so close. We couldn't stand to be far apart. We made videos together, walked through the park, on the beach.

But then he changed. He started picking out mistakes I made. He'd start fights and then run up to our room, slamming the door behind him. I didn't know what a as happening.

I'd been sleeping in the guest room, scared to be with Felix now. He'd come in the next morning, apologising for the things he'd said. But it happened every single day. The same routine. We'd hug and act like nothing happened, but then it happened again.

It wasn't the same. I missed how we were. He also spent more time making videos and talking with Jack and Mark. It felt like I was slowly losing my mind. Just going through that same process over and over again.

It felt like it was just me in the relationship, but I couldn't leave him. Whether it was for him or me. I wanted to hold onto this relationship so badly, but it was slipping from my grasp. I wanted to stay in case he changed.

Three months passed and it was still the same. I was still sleeping in the guest room, on my own, still trying to avoid Felix. Still trying to hold onto the relationship. I couldn't leave. I just couldn't. I loved him too much, but I was slowly forgetting how to love. I started shouting back in our rights, sticking up for myself.

The fights got worse. Felix began to get physical. Like, hitting, punching and kicking me. I'd never seen this side of him before and it scared me. I still couldn't leave. I prayed that he'd change, but it never seemed to work.

I had to admit it, though. I didn't want to leave because I was scared. Scared to be lonely.