Need You Now-JSE

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I sat in the corner of my room, head in my hands and tears seeping through the gaps between my fingers. Pictures lay all over the carpet, tear stained. The sheets on my bed were the same from this morning, untouched. I could just hear his shouting. His enthusiastic voice.

I pushed my hands over my face, wiping tears away before running them through my hair. My phone lay at the other side of the room, the messages still on there.

The clock on the wall read 1:15am. I'd stayed up for ages, not able to sleep without thinking of him. He didn't feel the same anymore...

I love you.

You're my life.

Babe.

Love.

My girlfriend.

The words rang in my ears, making me break down in tears again. I could picture his brown hair. His bright blue eyes. His wide smile. But now it was gone. He left, just like the others. It felt different this time. I loved him more than I loved the others.

Why am I crying? I should've expected this. It happens everytime.

But... I need him...

No! He left! Just like the others!

I miss him...

Stop! Move on!

Voices battled in my head. I closed my eyes tightly, trying to stop the tears. I do need him. But he left like the others. I do miss him, but I have to move on. I can do it.

I can move on.

I can have a good life without him.

I can stay calm when they say his name.

I will be fine.

I don't need him now.

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