Almost.

50. Ending..

Zach's POV

"Cancel all my meetings. Don't call me if it's about my work. " After calling my secretary, I decided to take Fern somewhere since one year has already passed since our Las Vegas trip. And I want to bring her to the place where she'd never been before. I want her first time to be with me.

I groaned as I suspiciously stared at the thing that Im holding. If Im not mistaken, this is a freaking pregnancy test. And inside the small screen, there was a red two lines. Of course, I could search it but still, I want to hear it from her own lips. 'Cause God knows how desperate I am, how desperate to become a father. 

I'll be lying if I will say that I'm not expecting because my flesh was already eager to know if she really is. Clenching my fist, I remember those days when she looks so tired, vomiting and she barely eats. 

Mabilis kong tinago ang PT nang lumabas siya sa banyo. Tinitigan ko siya ng mabuti. She was wiping the side of her lips and her eyes were telling how tired she was. She throws up again?

"You okay? " Hindi ko na napigilan na hindi itanong sa kanya. 

"Im fine. " Naupo siya sa dulo ng kama habang hinihilot ang kanyang noo pababa sa leeg. "Im just not feeling well, Zach. Im sorry. " 

"Dadalhin na kita sa ospital. " I gritted through my teeth.

"No. I just really have to rest. " I narrowed my eyes on her. "Where are we going? "

Hindi makapaniwala na tinitigan ko siya. Why can't she just tell me? Is she trying to kill me? God! Gustong gusto ko ng malaman dahil sa hindi ko maipaliwanag na pakiramdam. 

"Somewhere. " Mariin na sagot ko bago ako lumabas ng kwarto. I was trying to calm my nerves. Baka masigawan ko siya at alam kong hindi tama 'yon lalo na't wala akong ideya kung anong kalagayan niya.

Nauna akong nakarating sa kotse, sumunod siya pagkatapos ng ilang minuto. She looked so damn pale. Nag-aalala na ako dahil baka kung anong mangyare sa kanya. 

Pinaandar ko ang kotse papunta sa MCdonalds. Nag-take out lang ako ng bigbreakfast na with muffin at rice, 2 pc hotcakes na may large fries dahil hindi pa kami nag-uumagahan. Pinanood ko siyang kumain habang nagdadrive at doon ko lamang napansin na parang nababawasan siya ng timbang pero malakas siyang kumain ngayon. Lalo na iyong.. Large fries. Siya na ata ang nakaubos non.

"Do you still want more? " 

Parang nag-aalinlangan pa siyang sumagot pero sa huli ay mabagal siyang tumango.

I just nodded still watching with the way she moves. I don't know. Alam kong tama ang hinala ko pero gusto ko pa ring maging sigurado. Fern can't fool me. Kung inaakala niyang hindi ko malalaman ay malalaman ko pa rin 'yon. Ano bang rason niya para hindi sabihin sa akin? Is she afraid that Im going to run away from my responsibilities? Hell, no!

Nag-stop over ulit ako sa MCdonalds. Bumili na ako ng tatlong large fries and I saw how her eyes twinkled. Mas lalong lumalim ang pagkakatitig ko sa kanya. Damn this. Im going to fucking ask. Fuck my hesitation. It's about my first child for heavens sake!

"You're starting to love eating fries. " Sinadya kong diinan ang bawat salita na binitiwan ko.

"Nag-crave ako dito kanina lang. " Patay malisyang sagot niya which made me more angry.

"Really? You're not like this. " Saglit kong kinabig ang manibela.

Marahan siyang tumawa. "Like what, Zach? Im always craving for foods.  "

I laughed sarcastically. "Naka-tatlong fries kana, Fern. Don't you think it's quite suspicious? " Sinulyapan ko siya.

"Suspicious? " Nangunot ang noo niya.