Ch. 54: Not Worth Fighting For

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Kihyun

The second those words filtered through my mind. Electricity ran through my body. I gasp loudly and stumbled a bit but I managed to catch myself by holding onto the railing.

"What did you say," I asked through dry lips.

"Will you be my boyfriend," he asks with a sincere look on his face.

"I'm sorry, but I can't," I said quickly before running up the stairs as I didn't want to see the hurt on his face. As he shouted my name, tears dripped from my eyes blurring my vision.

~inside his flat~

A sleepy Hyungwon comes out to see what caused the ruckus outside of his room.

"Is something wrong," he yawns and stretches like the overgrown cat that he is to which I ignored what he asked. Then, I just brushed past him to get into my room, and slammed the door shut. I heard him mumble something before going back into his own room as I slid down to the ground.

As much as it warms my heart to know that he likes me too, I cannot let him in. It would only destroy him in the end. With that thought, my heart ached as if someone had it in a vice grip. Yet, I refuse to let it feel the 'relief' that it desired so much because love is not in my future anymore not since my time left on this Earth are numbered...

A/N: Before comments start flooding in, I did hint at this in the story description, tags, and throughout this fan fiction...So, please do not get mad at me for "doing this to Kihyun and Hyunwoo." I am the author after all thus I can write whatever I want. Sorry if this sounds rude. 0-0

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