Always and Forever (Showki fanfic)

Epilogue

Hyunwoo

~six months later~

*door opening*

"Ugh! What the fuck is this smell,"  a  vaguely familiar male voice shouts. In my drunken haze, I looked over to the hall way. A person stands there, but I could not see who it was. He walks over and takes the cup of soju out of my hands. I tried to grab it back, but  he pushes me down. I drunkenly righted myself.

"Who the fuck do you think you are," I spat as anger began to bubble in me.

"Hyung, I can't believe that you- If Kihyun could see you now, he would be so disappointed in you," he growls and drags a hand through his hair.

"Kihyun?! You make me laugh! He is gone....HE IS GONE," I shouted as tears began to stream down my face as I recalled that the love of my life is indeed no longer here with me. He grabs me by the collar and drags me. I tried to fight it, but it was to no avail. He is too strong.

 Suddenly, water is blasted in my face. I spurted and tried to move out of the way, but he keeps me there. With this rude awakening, I sobered up. He turns off the water and throws a towel at my face. I took it off and looked at who it was. Hoseok....

"Get your shit together and meet me in the living room," he says and glares at me before storming out of the bathroom. After I dried myself off, I went into the living room. Hoseok had his eyes closed and it is clear that he is taking deep breaths. The second that I sat down on the couch his eyes snap open. "I don't want to give this to you But, he asked me to give it to you when the time was right. Here. Take it," he says and tosses a DVD at me. 

"What is this," I asked as I looked at the silver disk with mild curiosity. Nothing was written on its surface. 

"Figure it out yourself," he says gruffly and leaves.

*door bangs open and then slammed shut*

 I sat there for a minute processing what had just happened. Then, I quickly turned on my laptop and inserted the DVD in. When it loaded, I click on it and pressed play. Kihyun appears on the screen. My heart instantly started to ache.

"Is it recording," Kihyun asks to no one in particular. He moves away from the camera and sits down on the couch. The same couch that I am sitting on right now. When did he record this?

"Hyung.....if you are watching this now, that means that I am no longer part of this world," he says with watery eyes. "....God damn it. I knew what I was going to say earlier. Heh...heh. I don't know why my mind went blank.....Anyway," he pauses to take a deep breath. "Hyunwoo ah~," he calls out.

"Kihyun," I called back out to him.

"Aish, I didn't even say anything yet and I am crying. I told myself that I could do this," he laughs humorously. He wipes away the tears with his sleeve before continuing. "Hyung....have you been well? Have you been eating well? You aren't eating take out only, right? That is not good for you," he says while sniffing in between each word. Stray tears drip down his face. 

"How can I be okay without you," I asked him even though he wouldn't be able to give me a response. 

"I don't want you to let me be something....someone that holds you back from moving on...living on. I am not asking that for you to forget who I am...what we had together. I am asking that you live. Can you do that for me," he asks slowly with a small smile. 

"Kihyun...," I whined.

"Hyunwoo hyung, I love you. Always and forever. Let us meet again in another life...Goodbye," he says and then the video ends. 

"I love you too," I shouted and was about to continue, but I couldn't bring myself to say goodbye. 

I don't know if I can do it, Kihyun....

~night time~

~at a random bar that the Sons own~

  I find myself at a bar gulping down drinks as the alcohol left in the house had ran out earlier today. I sat at the counter with a glass of whiskey on rocks in my hand. (A/N: Rocks = ice) I swirled the glass and absentmindedly watched the amber colored liquid move around. I sighed deeply and drained the glass of half of its contents. 

   My vision is blurred and my mind is numb. I feel numb. My consciousness is fading as the alcohol is getting to me quite well. I prop my head up with my left hand and drank some more whiskey. I dimly register music playing and people talking in the background. The lights in the bar seem to be brighter than when I first came inside. I signal for the bartender and when I got his attention, I gestured to my nearly empty cup silently asking him to give me a refill.

"Young Master, I don't think that it is wise to keep on drinking. The Chairman and the Madam will fire me if I keep giving you more alcohol not to mention I could get arrest for this," the bartender says hesitantly. I fixed him the best glare that I could muster and waited. He gives in a few seconds later, fills up my glass three fourths of the way, and added a few more rocks. After that, he leaves to go help someone else. I brought the glass to my lips and drank some. 

*chair scraping against the marble floor*

 I looked over to my right to see who dared to sit down next to me. A man with pale skin, silky obsidian black hair, and sharp facial features is sitting there. Feeling my gaze on him, he turns to face me. His eyes threw me off. They were bright gold. I felt like those eyes were judging me, so I quickly averted my gaze and stared at my shoes. I don't know why, but he scares me. 

*chair scraping again*

 I looked back up and in his direction. He wasn't there anymore.  The stool remained exactly where it was as if he was never there. In his place, there is a  watch. I picked it to look at it. It has a black band, gold, and  intricate gold designs behind the glass. I scanned the whole bar looking for the man to give it back to him, but he was no where to be found. I tilted my head slightly wondering how will I get it back to him, and looked at the watch again. Then, I saw a button on the side of it. It shines a bright light for some reason. Out of curiosity, I press the button on the side. 

Then, everything went dark. 

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