What I Could Have Known

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If I had known

When I was younger

To speak up for yourself,

Tell someone when you're hurting,

I wonder where I would be now. 


If I could have known,

I would have taught myself - 

Or learned quicker - 

That life is extremely hard,

And that you're going to 

Want to do a lot of things

That you'll just have to wait to do.


I wish I had known that

Love is hard to keep fresh.

Like flowers, 

Love blossoms and blooms,

Is watered and kept close,

Is so seductive,

But so surreal.

It wilts,

It dies,

And never comes back to life. 


I wish I had known

How important it is 

To tell someone you love them

Before it's too late.


If  I could have known where I would be

At the end of the year,

I would have done things so much differently.


I would have asked for more help.

I would have spent more time

With different people

Instead of wasting my time

On fakers who would later betray me.


I wish I had known who would hurt me,

So I could get them out of my life

Before I felt the pain.


What I could have known...

Oh, what I could have known! 

I would be much different,

I always knew that. 


What I could have known

Could have been my downfall.

What I could have known

Could have destroyed me

Before I even said a word.


What I could have known

Is what has shaped me into me,

And I wouldn't trade that for anything. 


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