"I'm Just Tired"

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I had my earbuds in, 

My head down,

My shoe lace almost untied.


She asked me if anything was wrong.


I said no.


She asked me if I was sad.


I said no.


"I'm just tired, that's all."


She seemed satisfied with the answer,

And left me for a boy.


I went back to my earbuds.

My music is there for me 

When everyone else can't be.


Truth is,

I've been tired for years.

Seems like my pillow isn't soft enough.

Seems like my dreams aren't comforting.


Counting sheep can only go so far

When you're not really tired.


What hurts the most

Is when you say

You're just tired

And no one

Sees through the lie.


It hurts when you smile

But you're just waiting to be alone

So you can cry.


No one cares about your problems,

No one cares about your silly problems

That anyone normal can handle.


Just suck it up and let it go.

Just say you're tired

And let it be.


Maybe one day

Someone will notice

That I'm not "just tired"...



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