A Girl in a Forgetful World

My Love, I Forgive You

My love,

What happened to us?

What mistake,

Out of all the mistakes I've made...

What mistake can do this much damage

To two people's lives?

My love,

I miss you the most.

I love you the most.

You saying these things to me

Echo in my brain,

And now I say them to you.

Come back to me...

My love,

You broke my heart.

Your love wasn't given to just me

And me alone,

But another girl

At the same time.

You not only broke my heart,

You broke me.

My love,

What made you do it?

I know it wasn't the compassion of your heart

Because I've seen that side of you

And I don't think you did it knowingly.

But all the same,

You did.

It's so confusing,

So mesmerizing, 

So painful.

My love,

Those tears you shed,

Those tears that were supposedly for me...

I can tell they're real now

Because I've seen how you act in person.

I've seen the change in you,

I've seen the smile disappear

Even when you're with your friends.

You aren't happy...

Because I am not there with you.

I hope you've realized how much you've messed up.

I hope you realize that I'm still happy...

Just not as much as when I'm with you.

Thinking about how much we used to smile,

How wide and happy our lips were,

Even when they were on each other,

We still smiled.

It makes me want to cry

Because I miss you so much

But I don't know what to say.

How can words express 

My love for you?

We said I love you for the first time