1.) I really want to just run away to an english forest and become a decaying deer carcass that's overgrown with flowers and mushrooms.
2.) I've been forced to stop being in denial and accept that I have an eating disorder, and the really annoying kind where you don't actually lose a lot of weight. I switch between restricting my food intake pretty severely (>500 calories a day - for reference I should be eating 2000 daily) and then binging. So I lose and gain the same weight over and over again. Am I going to get help? Absolutely not. I'll either be stuck like this or progress into anorexia. It's a gamble.
3.) I've had the witch doctor song stuck in my head for several days and I feel like that's an omen
4.) I've started self harming again so that's. That's fun.
5.) I've decided to abandon human society and capitalism and live in a cottage in a meadow. I'm gonna be a beekeeper with my beekeeper wife.
6.) I've been watching Moominvalley and so far Little My encouraged me to embrace my inner Tiny Bastard Energy. I'm 4'8, I have the tiny part down.
7.) I will challenge and kill god with my hubris
So overall I'm a mix of sad bitch and have-spent-too-much-time-in-the-goblincore-tag-on-tumblr
