hi I'm really mad.
I couldn't sleep last night and I was ridiculously bored (don't drink coffee before bed, kids) and it was the perfect time to write. But could I write? Noooo. Because I'm struggling with this chapter.
Problems:
Jaypaw is blind, therefore I can't write visual descriptions. This is going to be wonderful for my writing skills but right now I'm very bad at this. Especially in conversations. There's only so many times you can describe a voice! I don't even know how to phrase something as simple as "x character stood up" because how is Jaypaw supposed to know?? I can't obnoxiously write every time "jaypaw heard his movements/jaypaw heard his voice grow quieter as he moved" like. That works!! But I can't write it over and over. That's repetitive and boring. There's kind of that sixth sense element where you can sort of tell where someone is. You can just send their movements? Like when someone's behind you. You can just tell. But I don't know how to say that?? Aaaaaa. Visual descriptions are so important for making dialogue interesting and I! Can't! Use! It!!
This chapter is also very dialogue heavy and this makes me feel like it's...not an exciting chapter? At all? It feels like bad writing and I'm adding in some filler action but it doesn't feel right. It has to happen though. But this is what makes the above struggle very difficult.
I'm just. Pushing through. But please help. This is very incoherent but listen I've been awake for. Too many hours straight and deadlines and coming exams are stressing me out.
