LOOSING HOPE

LOVE ALWAYS FINDS ITS WAY BACK

Sanem awoke the next morning and could barely move. She was wrapped so tight in someone's arms; her back to their chest. Their head was buried in the side of her neck. Then she realized it was Can. She attempted to turn herself around to face him, but she was wrapped up tight. Can awoke while she was attempting to shift her body, but he pretended to still be asleep. He started blowing on her neck and Sanem stopped moving. He then started kissing her neck and Sanem moaned. Can whispered in her ear he remembered EVERYTHING. He remembered what they did before she left for New York and he remembered what they did while they were in New York. Sanem started breathing heavy. He then said I remember that I want to do it again and again. Sanem giggled then. Can flipped her on her back. He told her good morning. She smiled and said good morning. He bent his head and took her mouth in a kiss that could stop time. Sanem wrapped her arms around his neck and held on. The kiss seemed to go on forever. He licked, nibbled and sucked on her bottom lip. They finally broke the kiss to catch their breath. They continued looking deep into each other's eyes. Neither one could look away. Can told her he wanted her more than his next breath. Sanem told him she was his for the taking. Sanem said I am yours and have only been yours since the day we met. Can told her I am yours and I will only ever be yours.

Can kissed her again and started removing her pajamas. She was left in only her panties. Sanem started removing Can's t-shirt and shorts. She left him in only his boxers. They ran their hands over each other's bodies. Sanem had to touch him everywhere. She started kissing his skin. She left no skin of his untouched. Can did the same to her. He finally pulled her panties down her legs and left her completely bare. He shucked his boxers and now they were completely skin on skin. Can loved the feel of her skin. It was so soft and absolutely perfect. He touched her in intimate places to the point she was actually coming off the bed. Her moans were getting louder. She finally went over the edge and was flying. Can moved his way back up her body and kissed her deeply. He told her loved her so much. She said me too. She could barely put any words into sentences. He asked if she was ready and all she to do was nod. He entered her in one deep thrust. Sanem wrapped her legs around him and tried to pull him as close to her as she could. She reached up and ran her hands through his beard. Can turned his head and kissed her palm. His movements became faster. He reached down and helped her reach her peak once again, which did not take very long. Once again, she was flying, and Can was flying after her. Sanem wrapped her arms around him and pulled him down to lay on top of her. Can told her he would crush her. She smiled and said then I will die happy. Can laughed and said oh no, I can't lose you now. He Laid down beside her and pulled her close to him. She laid her head on his chest, right near his albatross tattoo and listened to his heartbeat. Sanem said she was so glad he came back to her. Can told her he was so glad she never stopped loving him. Sanem said never. My love for you is forever tattooed on my heart.

They got up later due to hunger. They worked side by side in the kitchen cooking. They sat down at the little table and ate. Sanem asked him since his memory returned, what were his plans? He said he didn't know since the agency was back up and running. He hated to walk away from it now, since they were just starting out again. He asked Sanem what her plans were. She smiled and said I go where you go. If you stay, I stay. If you leave, I leave. Can laughed and said they use that phrase a lot. Sanem said she didn't care what the plans were. She got she wanted. She got her Can back and she was never letting go of him. Can smiled and said good because I am not ever letting go of you. All of a sudden, Can said let's go get married today. Sanem asked today? Can said yes. They had waited long enough to be together. Sanem asked what about their families? Can said they would have already been married if it wasn't for their families. He wanted to do this today for them and nobody else. Sanem smiled brightly and said let's do it! Can telephoned Embre and asked him to meet them at the Istanbul Justice Palace. He said bring Leyla too. Embre said seriously? Can said I have never been more serious. He also told him to keep quiet and tell no one, except Leyla.

Sanem and Can went and showered. They got dressed and headed to the Istanbul Justice Palace. Embre and Leyla were waiting for them when they arrived. Sanem ran to her sister and hugged her. Sanem squealed in her ear that she was getting married. Leyla told her she couldn't be happier for her. They all headed in to get this marriage underway. A short time later, Sanem was finally Mrs. Sanem Divit. She just could not believe she finally belonged to him and only him. She couldn't stop smiling. Embre and Leyla wanted to know if they were going on a honeymoon. Can said yes but it would be someplace nearby. He told them he already took care of everything. Sanem asked where are we going? Can told her it was a surprise. Unknown to Sanem, Can booked the cabin in the mountains where he took Sanem after he "kidnapped her". They were going to stay a week and just be with each other alone. Away from work, their families and the chaos of life. It would be them, nature, snow and the mountains. He hopes she likes his surprise.

They returned back to the farm. Can said let's pack and hit the road. Can told her to pack warm clothes. Once they were packed, Can told her he needed to stop to buy supplies and food for their little adventure. They loaded up their suitcases in the back of the truck and headed to the local grocery for food and supplies. Once all that was loaded, they hit the open road. Sanem held Can's hand the whole way. After a while, Sanem realized where Can was taking her. She looked at him and asked the cabin in the mountains? Can smiled and said yes. They never got a chance to stay there when he "kidnapped" her because she escaped on the ATV. They ended staying in another cabin that was abandoned. Can asked her if this was OK? Sanem laughed and said it was more then OK. She giggled and asked Can if she could throw vegetables at him again? Can laughed out loud and told her he forgot about that. Sanem smiled proudly and said I am the one with the photographic memory.