LOOSING HOPE

ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS

The next morning, everyone gathered up all the camping gear and loaded it into vehicles. Sanem was sorry the weekend was over. She enjoyed her time away and being with her husband. She did miss her kids so much. Can came up to her and asked if she was about ready to head home. Sanem said yes, sadly. He asked her what was wrong. Sanem hugged her husband and said she enjoyed herself so much this weekend, she hated for it to end. She said don't get me wrong, I miss our kids, but I really enjoyed our time together. Can laughed and told her she only loved him for his body and what it could do to hers. Sanem play smacked him and asked why every conversation had to pertain to sex with him. It said it was not sex, it was making love and he could do that with her every day. Sanem said there was more to life than making love. Can said he knew this, but it was one of his favorite pastimes with her. Sanem laughed. Can gave her a quick kiss and then started loading up the truck. Sanem watched him walk away and could not help but to admire his butt. Can caught her looking and just laughed.

Once the truck was loaded, Can and Sanem got in and headed home. Can asked Sanem what she thought about coming back to the agency. Sanem said she didn't know. She would miss her kids during the day, even though she felt time away from them would give her a small break. Can said what about if a daycare was added to the agency. You could see the kids throughout the day and still be able to help me in the agency. Sanem smiled and said didn't we have this conversation already. Can smiled and said yes, but you never answered me. Sanem said OK, my darling husband. You get the daycare put in and I will come back to the agency. He grabbed her hand and kissed it. He told Sanem she has made him very happy. He told her he misses her and kids during the day and now he not only could see his wife, but his kids too. Can told her she would be sharing an office with him. He wanted her near him, so he could see her, touch her, smile her. Sanem laughed. She told Can he would get sick of seeing her day in and day out. Can asked her how he would get sick of being with the woman who puts air into his lungs.

Can drove straight to the Aydin's to pick up their kids. He missed his children, but he enjoyed spending time with their mother. Sanem and Can at her parent's house to enjoy a cup of tea. They packed up the kids and headed home a short time later. Can pulled up into the driveway and admired his childhood home. He was so glad Sanem wanted to live here with him. He had so many memories of his childhood. Some bad, some good. His family was living here when his mother took Emre and left him. He never really forgave her for that. As a child, he blamed himself. He thought he wasn't a good enough son. He thought he did something wrong. He had his dad. His dad seemed to always be there for him, but he wanted his mother and brother. Over time he realized he did nothing wrong and his mother was just a selfish woman. He was determined to make new happy memories with Sanem and their kids. As long as he had his little family, everything would be alright.

Can carried 2 of the kids into the house and Sanem carried the other one. Can then went back out to the truck to unload their suitcases and camping gear. Sanem was settling the kids down for their afternoon nap. Can started unpacking stuff and began to start some laundry. Once the kids were settled, Sanem came out to help Can. She stood there and watched him sort laundry. She was smiling at him. He turned around and saw her. He asked why she was smiling. She said watching him do household chores was kind of a turn on. Can said really. He asked her how turned on would she be if she watched him do dishes or run the vacuum. Sanem said she didn't know. She would have to see him do those chores and laughed. Can walked over to her and hugged her. He said do you know what turns me on. Sanem smiled and said no. He said her eyes, her smile, her dimple and he pointed at it, her laugh and her cute little butt. Sanem laughed and said is that all. Can said no. He said he could go on and on and on. He bent down and gave her a deep kiss. Sanem wrapped her arms around his neck. He lifted his head and smiled at her. He told her he would never get enough of her. Sanem said she hopes not, because he was stuck with her. Can said he was never going anywhere, so she was stuck with him too.

After they got everything unpacked, they sat down in the living area and just enjoyed the quietness. Can had his arm around her shoulders and Sanem had her head on his shoulder. Sanem told him she could stay like this forever. Can said me too. He kissed her cheek. Out of nowhere, Can told Sanem thank you. Sanem looked at him and said for what. Can smiled and said for loving me; for never giving up on me; for giving me our babies; for making me yours forever. Sanem straddled his lap and put her hands on both sides of his beard. She said I should be thanking you. Can said for what. Sanem said for loving me; for always forgiving me; for never giving up on me; for being my first kiss; for being my first boyfriend; for being the first and last man to make love to me; for giving me our beautiful children. She then kissed him passionately. Can stood up with Sanem on his lap. She wrapped her legs around him and held on. Can walked them to the bedroom. She asked Can what he was doing. Can told her he was going to show his wife how much he loves her, cherishes her and adores her. Can kicked the bedroom door shut. Can made glorious love to his beautiful wife. Can could always tell her how much he loved and adored her. But he was more of an action man, and he enjoyed showing her how he felt even more. Sanem never had any negative comments about his actions. With the smile on her face afterwards, Can figured she enjoyed his actions even more than he did.