LOOSING HOPE

THE HONEYMOON

Can and Sanem arrived at the mountain cabin. There was snow everywhere. Sanem told Can it was so beautiful. Can agreed, but he wasn't looking at the snow. His eyes had never left Sanem. She ran and threw herself in his arms and he caught her. She bent her head and kissed him passionately. She told him thank you for bringing me here. Can told her not to get any funny ideas about taking off on the ATV and smiled. She said I won't; I promise. They unloaded the truck and entered the cabin. It was just as she remembered. Can asked her to put the supplies away and he would start a fire in the fireplace. Sanem told him OK. Sanem thought she would be funny and threw a pepper at Can. It hit him in the back. He turned around slowly and grinned at her. So, he said, you want to play? Sanem giggled and took off running. Can caught her easily. He picked her up from behind and walked her to the bedroom. He tossed her on the bed and said let's play. He climbed on the bed on all fours and slowly made his way to Sanem. She was trying to get away, laughing the whole time. He straddled her and said are you ready? Sanem said always. He dived in and kissed her deeply. Sanem moaned into his mouth. He made quick work of her clothes. She in turn made quick work of his clothes. Now they were laying skin on skin. She said I love you, my husband; my one and only. He kissed her and said I love you, my wife; my beloved. They made slow passionate love for hours. They could not get enough of each other. Sanem fell asleep exhausted. Can got a blanket and covered them both. He held his precious wife and fell asleep beside her.

Sanem awoke a few hours later and found herself wrapped in Can's arms. She laid there for a while thinking of all the things they had been through. She thought back over all the obstacles they overcame to get where they were at that moment. She had tears running down her face. She was so happy, but sad at the same time. All the time wasted over Can's pride, his memory loss, her stubbornness. They could have been happy long before now. Can woke up and saw her tears. He asked her what was wrong? Did she regret getting married? Sanem looked at him and gave him a huge smile. She said I will never regret marrying you. It has been my dream since the day I met you. She told him she was thinking back over the last few years and all that they have overcame. She told him this happiness she was feeling could have happened a long time ago. Can wiped her tears and told her the past was over and this is their new start. They were married now and would spend the rest of their lives together. Sanem told him she couldn't be happier. Sanem said scratch that. I could be happier if you feed me. I am starving. Can laughed and said come on. I will feed you, my love.

They got dressed and headed to the kitchen. Can asked Sanem to make the salad and he would grill some steaks on the porch. Sanem said super. They got busy. Sanem made a beautiful salad and then cut up some fruit. She set the table and waited for Can to bring in the steaks. She went back into the kitchen and made their tea. Can came in with the steaks as she was setting down the tea. Sanem said it smelled heavenly. Can wrapped his arms around her and said he had to keep her strength up because he had plans for her all night long. Sanem laughed and told him she created a sex monster. Can kissed her and told her he was only her sex monster. Sanem giggled and then said let's eat. They ate, laughed, flirted and talked. They would innocently touch each other. Sanem asked him if they were going to go sleigh riding again this time? Can told her anything she wanted. Her wish was his command. Sanem giggled and told him she would remember that.

They dressed warm and headed out to find the hill with sleds. Sanem asked him if they were racing again? Can said there was no point because he would win. He always wins. Sanem told him we will see about that. They found the hill and got their sleds. Sanem asked him if he was ready? Can asked her if she needed a head start? Sanem laughed and told him no. She would beat him fair and square. Sanem yelled 3-2-1 Go! They raced down the hill. They were side by side. Sanem was screaming for Can and saying she forgot how to stop the sled. As they were closer to the bottom of the hill, Can moved in close to her and grabbed her sled, causing her to wreck. He wrapped his arms around her to protect her fall and he landed on top of her. He smiled down at her and said I think I won. Sanem said no..no..no. I won. You knew I was winning, and you made me wreck. Can said OK. You win and now you get your prize. He bent his head and kissed her. He sucked on her bottom lip, licked it and repeated. Sanem moaned and whispered are we going to make love in the snow now? Can laughed and said no. I don't perform for an audience. I perform only for you and he kissed her again.

Sanem started getting cold, so they headed back to the cabin. Once they got back to the cabin, they stripped out of their wet clothes and headed to the shower. They washed each other's body and hair. Can told Sanem they never made love in a shower before. Sanem laughed and said I wouldn't know how. Can said I can show you. She giggled and said OK. Can started kissing her neck and worked his way down to her breasts. Sanem had never felt anything like this. Their bodies were wet and slick. She started running her hands down his chest and arms. She told Can this felt awesome. Can smiled and said you haven't seen nothing yet. He picked her up and told her to wrap her legs around him, which she did. He backed her against the shower wall. He entered her with one deep thrust. He reached between them and helped her reach her peak. He took her mouth in a deep kiss. When she reached her peak, Can swallowed her scream. He sped up his pace and went flying. His lips were still attached to Sanem's and she swallowed his loud moan. He slowly lowered her to the shower floor. She looked at Can and said that was amazing. He kissed her and said she was amazing. They dried each other off and put robes on. Can asked her if she wanted to watch a movie and hold hands. Sanem laughed and said of course. Sanem went and made popcorn and Can picked out a romantic comedy. They sat on the couch holding hands and feeding each other popcorn. The movie ended and Can realized Sanem had fallen asleep against him. He slowly got up, picked her up in his arms and carried her to bed. He laid her down and she said his name. He turned around thinking she was awake. She was talking in her sleep. Can sat down to listen. She asked Can to help Deniz get her beach shoes on. She then said Can, make sure the twins have sunscreen on. She was dreaming of their future babies. Can smiled.