ace rants

Riddle me this

Heyyyy!!!!

So I have kind of a problem, and I like dumping my problems on my people (plus of everyone I know, you guys would be the most helpful for this) so here it is:

I want to feel somewhat normal, so I'm just gonna say a bunch of stuff I've noticed about myself that I think might be related to be ace, and hope y'all see one of them and relate

1. For some reason, when I hang out with guys, I feel more like friends with them when I'm around them than when I'm not (If you guys are aroace, you might not relate to this as much), but when I'm with girls, they feel more perfect when I'm around them

Also disclaimer: I don't know what the fuck my romantic orientation is and I don't care too much to figure it out, but I'm pretty sure I'm not aromantic

2. I don't notice people's gender when I'm friends with them. I was on a boat with my friends and I didn't realize I was the only girl until we were coming back to the dock. Like I know people's gender, but I don't really pay attention to it

3. When I'm watching TV, every time a guy and a girl Look at each other or are alone together, I prepare myself for them to start dating because I can't tell if they're just friends and TV show producers seem to not believe guys and girls can just be friends

4. I constantly forget you can like someone and still be asexual