Bi-stressed

CHAPTER 39

"Please don't leave me." Luna says. I'm so sorry, I don't really want to but your the one who's making me.

"I'm sorry but I don't think we could carry on with our friendship."

"Why?" Tears have started to blur her eyes already and I can't see this happening. I can't be telling her this. No, she kissed Zac. I gotta ask her why.

"Zac wants me to stay far from you because of your character."

"My character?" She sounds confused and like she's gonna burst out crying any second.

"Did you kiss Zac?" I ask her looking straight into her eyes.

"No." She answers hesitantly, still confused.

"You did and you can't deny the fact that you liked him."

"Bullshit, I didn't like him."

"You can't lie to me."

"I'm not and you know what fuck you." Saying this with tears in her eyes, she leaves for class.

Is she telling me the truth or is Zac? I don't know who to actually believe. Kim couldn't have lied to me. Maybe Zac lied just to make me stay away from her or maybe he's right, since she liked him she couldn't see us together so she fake loved me and kissed him and fuck I'm going crazy. I'm so done with this drama. This cycle doesn't seem to stop. One minute I'm with her, the next we're not together. It's just too much for me to handle. I'm sick and tired of this. I don't know who to believe and trust at this moment.

As soon as the recess bell rings, Ruby comes rushing into my classroom in a hurtling manner, her face distorted with rage and banging at my desk.

"You promised me that day, that you would never leave her!"

"But-"

"Your boyfriend is a fucking bastard for labelling Luna's character as cheap or bad! He has no right to judge or talk about her."

"Ruby, chill. Calm the fuck down!"  Kim tells her.

"Can you stop fucking abusing my boyfriend!"

"Also get this in your head that she ever liked that asshole!"

"He's not a fucking asshole and you need to calm the fuck down! She liked him and did kiss him."

"She doesn't like him. I know everything about her and she's told me all her crush's names."

"She kissed him!"

"Your boyfriend is a fucking liar! Also you need to stop hurting her."

"As if I don't have feelings, as if I'm not hurt right now. She's the one who keeps coming back to me."

"Then don't take her back. Even if she comes, ignore her. You have to because I can't see her hurt like that every second day."

When we leave the classroom, Luna turns me towards her.

"Can I talk to you."

"Speak."

"Let me clear one thing I don't like your boyfriend nor did I kiss him. He's a fucking liar! And about my character, no one has the right to judge it." She yells, her eyes bloodshot.

"You liked Zac and you gotta admit it! You're the reason Justin and me broke up. You've come in between Melissa and Calum, Kim and Andrew. You knew Kim liked Brandon, but still dated him. You knew Kim liked Ashley,  so you started talking to him as well. You're such a- How could you do all of this and still be so sweet to us? They must be fools but I'm not. I've got to know the real you. All this while I've been forcing myself to believe you but you've made it clear what type of a person you really are!  You fake loved me!" I'm breathlessly sobbing, while a huge crowd is gathered, their eyes on me.

"Fuck off!" And that's all she has to say. Wow.

I start walking away from them when I feel Kim behind me.

"Kim, Luna needs you. You should be with her." Ruby screams out at Kim.

And what about me? I'm left all alone.

"You go, I'm coming." Kim tells me. Ouch. I feel a needle poke my heart at her words as I walk away all by myself. All alone. She chose her over me. This shit hurts, having no one by your side. Anyways I was right, I don't need anyone's back anymore.
Luna has the whole fucking group consoling her, Meli, Delilah, Ariana, Ken, Vanessa. She has Laura, Ruby and Billie  too and Kim as well.

I literally feel so fucking alone.

"Lexi!  Lexi please listen to me." I hear Laura running behind me.

"What?"

"You know, you'll can sort it out!" She says as if everything will be fine then.

"I don't want to. Laura, I'm done with her."