Island of BL

Chapter 65: Godt, Bas

A/N: The image above does not belong to me. It belongs to the person who uploaded it on the internet.

This is a continuation of chapter 55

Third Person POV

Godt willingly allowed Bas to lead him to wherever Bas wanted to go. Godt was just happy and grateful that Bas had finally let go of BamBam and had realized that it was Godt with whom he wanted to be.

When they reached Bas' cabin, Bas unlocked the door and pushed it open and stepped aside to let Godt in. Godt hesitated.

"Are you sure of this, Bas?" he asked, searching Bas' face for any signs of uncertainty or indecision.

Bas held Godt's gaze and said, "I am absolutely sure. Let's not waste any more time."

Bas grabbed Godt's hand and pulled him inside the cabin.

Once inside, Godt almost lost his footing when he felt Bas push him onto his bed.

Godt tried to sit up. "Bas, w...w... wait..."

When Godt saw Bas fishing out a tube of lubricant from the drawer of his bedside table, Godt panicked. Was Bas planning to top him? Nooo! No way!

Godt grabbed the tube from Bas.

"What the hell, Bas!"

Bas started to giggle. "I just wanted to see your reaction."

"Can you please be serious for once," Godt was starting to doubt whether Bas had any real feelings for him. Was he just using him to forget BamBam?

Godt stood up from the bed.

"You know what, Bas, why don't we go and get some fresh sea air out there on the open deck," he suggested.

"No, P'Godt, I want you to kiss me right now," said Bas, looking seriously at Godt this time.

When Godt hesitated, Bas walked up to him and tiptoed and placed his mouth on Godt's. Godt automatically kissed him back. He encircled Bas' waist with one arm and pulled him closer with his other arm.

Godt deepened the kiss, digging his tongue against Bas' lips to part them. Bas willingly did so and gave Godt's tongue access into his mouth.

Without breaking the kiss, Godt lifted Bas and gently laid him on the bed.

Bas closed his eyes when he felt Godt's mouth against the side of his neck. He felt Godt pulling his shirt out of the waistband of his pants. He helped Godt to pull his shirt upward and over his head, leaving his chest bare.

Godt once more started kissing Bas on the side of his neck, moving down to the crook of his shoulder and a little lower to the base of his neck.

Bas could not help comparing Godt's lips to BamBam's. Godt's lips were a little bit thin while BamBam had fuller, luscious lips.

Bas scolded himself for letting BamBam's face appear in his mind while Godt was caressing the skin of his chest with his fingertips.

He felt Godt's lips on his nipple and immediately thought of how BamBam's warm full lips felt so much more sensuous against his nipple.

Bas scolded himself. This was wrong. This was very wrong.

He gently pushed Godt away.

"Bas, what's the matter?" Godt's eyes were a little unfocused and his breathing was heavy.

Bas was silent but Godt eventually noticed Bas' troubled face.

"Have you changed your mind, Bas?" Godt spoke softly but in a hurt tone of voice.

Bas could not answer. Instead, he covered his face.

He could not tell the truth. He did not want to hurt Godt's feelings. What should he tell him?

"Bas, please talk to me," Godt pleaded softly. "I won't mind if you feel that you need more time. Maybe you're realizing just now that it's too soon for us to get intimate with each other."

Bas nodded. Thank goodness, Godt was able to think up a better explanation than something that would hurt his feelings.

"Do you want me to leave now and just meet up with you tomorrow?" Godt asked.

"No," Bas replied, "sleep with me tonight. I want your company until morning."

"Fine," said Godt, "let me quickly go to my cabin and bring my toiletries and pajamas over."

"Sure," Bas agreed, "while you're doing that I'm gonna do my own preparations for bed."

After Godt left, Bas quickly went to the bathroom and turned the cold faucet on. He splashed cold water on his face over and over.

He kept scolding himself, 'make up your mind, Bas, make up your mind. Is it BamBam or is it Godt. Stick to one or you will end up hurting both.'

Bas heard his cabin door open and close.

"Are you in the bathroom, Bas?" Godt called out softly.

Bas had left the bathroom door open.

"Can I come in?" asked Godt, "we could brush our teeth together."

"Sure," Bas replied, opening the small mirror which served as the door to the small cabinet above the sink, and taking out his toothbrush and toothpaste.

He applied some of the toothpaste onto his toothbrush and then handed the toothpaste tube to Godt.

He noticed Godt looking intently at him while they were brushing their teeth in front of the bathroom mirror. Bas kept his eyes down and avoided meeting Godt's gaze.

When they both finished brushing their teeth, Bas wiped his mouth with the hand towel hanging from the side of his bathroom wall and then handed it to Godt.

Godt took it from him and said with a smile, "What is this, an indirect kiss?"

Bas smiled back but his smile came out weakly. Godt did not fail to notice that.

He followed Bas out of the bathroom.

"Let me help you into your pajamas," Godt offered, picking up the pajama top from the bed and placing it around Bas' shoulder.

Bas placed his arms into each sleeve and Godt buttoned up the front.

He started to unbuckle Bas' belt. Bas placed a restraining hand on Godt's hand.

"I can do it," Bas said.

"Are you sure that you want me to stay the night with you?" Godt asked, trying not to let the hurt show in his voice.

"P'Godt, please, I just don't want to be treated like a baby. I'm a big boy now, okay?" Bas tried to pacify Godt.

Godt turned away from Bas and attended to his own change of bed clothes.

"I will take the spot by the wall because sometimes I move in my sleep and then end up on the floor," said Bas as he climbed onto the bed and moved close to the wall.

"Alright," said Godt, "I have no problem with that."

They settled in bed together in awkward silence, looking up at the ceiling.

After a brief moment, Godt turned to Bas, "Can I at least give you a good night kiss?"

Bas hesitated. He knew he was going to compare Godt's thin lips with BamBam's full and sensual lips again. But he did not want to hurt Godt's feelings by rejecting him.

"Let me do the honors," Bas responded, leaning on his elbow and pulling Godt's face to him and kissing him on the cheek.

Godt wasn't going to be satisfied with that. He placed both hands on either side of Bas' face and kissed him full on the lips but he did not linger. He quickly let go and then said to Bas, "Good night, sweetheart."

"Where are you going?" Bas said in a panicked voice when Godt got out of bed.

"To lock the door and turn off the light, silly goose," Godt replied.