Don't Let Me Fall✔✔

Chapter 30

Jin POV

"Fuuuck" I moan out as Tae continues to pound into me. I know this isn't how we should be fixing our situation, but I can't imagine how he must've felt entering my room with Ken in my bed. I despise myself for not being able to remember what happened. He deserves better. I should've been better, and if this is what it takes to help him heal then I'll do it. My train of thought is interrupted when he flips me over and he lifts me up positioning me in all fours. He plunges back in me and thrusts harder.

"So... fucking... tight" he groans with each thrust. He goes so hard that I lose my grip on his sheets and reach for his nightstand.

Something gets stuck to the palm of my hand and I bring it towards me to remove it. My heart drops when I see that it's a picture of me wrapped around Ken in the backyard.

"Stop" I mutter out.

"Huh?"

"Stop," command this time. I hear him grunt as he pulls out of me giving me a glare. "What is this?" I ask turning towards him. He snatches the picture from my hand. I turn back to his nightstand to see two more pictures. I look at them and see that they're more pictures of me and Ken. "Answer me," I say in a low tone.

"Isn't obvious? It's the proof of all the lies you've been saying for the past three days!" He barks back.

"You don't believe me do you?"

"How the hell am I supposed to believe you when this exists Seokjin!" He yells throwing the picture at me.

"Then why the hell are you fucking me if you don't believe in my word!" I yell back.

"To remind you who the hell you belong to." He growls.

I shake my head in disbelief as I climb out of his bed and start getting dressed. "I'm not your fucking property."

"Where the fuck are you going, I'm not done yet." He says holding me by the arm and turning me to face him. "So be the whore you were with Ken and let me finish fucking you."

I bring my fist up and punch him back on his bed. "Go fuck yourself!" I shout holding back a sob. I grab my shoes and run out not caring that my shirt is still unbuttoned. My vision blurs and I can no longer stop the tears from falling.

Are those pictures real? Is that really me? What happened? I bump into someone and cause us to fall on the floor.

"Sorry Jin I didn't see you." I hear Namjoon say. He crawls over to me and cups my face. "Hey, what's wrong?"

I can't hold back my sobs anymore and break down. He engulfs me in his arms and starts stroking my hair with one hand. "Hey it's okay. Let it out. I got you." He says warmly as his grip around me tightens.

Tae POV

I'm enraged. I shoved the proof right in his face and he still has the audacity to lie to me and then punch me. I go to the bathroom to wipe the blood off my lip. I'm way past pissed off. I have too much anger in me that staying here will just agitate me more, so I changed out of my clothes into night attire and headed out.

As I'm walking out the front door I hear sniffling coming from the living room. I get closer and see Jin engulfed in my brother's arms sobbing. His face is buried in his chest and he's crying uncontrollably. It breaks my heart knowing I'm the reason behind his tears, but it only makes me hate myself even more. "I'm so weak," I mutter to myself storming out and heading to Let's Sin Tonight.

I easily get lost in the bottles of vodka and whiskey, downing my drinks as if they were water trying to release my pent up anger.

"Tae this is definitely your last one. You're wasted." I hear Jackson say.

"Don't try telling me what to do." I hear myself slur out.

"Let me synch my phone with yours and call someone." He says walking away. I glare after him as I reach to finish my bottle of soju.

Fifteen minutes later and I feel a presence next to me. "I want to be alone. Get lost." I slur out. I feel a hand on my face guiding me to face them. My eyes land on full plump lips and I think I must be hallucinating. "Jin?"

"Let's get out of here so I can make you feel good." I hear someone pur in my ear. I lean back to look at their whole face to see that it's just some tramp looking to go home with me tonight.

"I'm not interested," I mutter reaching for her glass and drink from it.

"I've been watching you drink by yourself for the past couple hours which means you just got your heart broken."

"And your point is?"

She reaches for my top and starts undoing the top buttons. "Let me help you get them out of your system. I can do things that'll make you forget about them instantly. Don't you want to get back at the bitch who left you like this?" I drink the last two remaining drinks she had brought with her and attempt to get up but start stumbling. She holds on to me trying to keep me balanced and my eyes fall on her lips.

They're not as full as his but it's close enough I guess. "Its only a one time thing, and I want you out as soon as we're done." She gives me a smirk and I stumble out leading the way to the nearest taxi.

I close my eyes as soon as I step inside the taxi succumbing to the effects of the alcohol as my mind drifts off. I want him to hurt the way I'm hurting.

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I've been on spring break this whole week so I had a lot of time to write. Next week is spring break for most places and I live in a place where we get a bunch of college students coming during spring break that week so my university decided to close campus till further notice and gave us another week off so professors can switch their lessons to being online. So I guess I'll have even more time to update more. Stay safe everyone💜💜