Don't Let Me Fall✔✔

Chapter 34

"Tae that's enough!" Namjoon cries out separating me from Ken.

"He deserves more over what he did to Jin!" I yell.

"What about you?" Namjoon asks. "You shut him out. You tricked him into having sex with you and then hooked up with someone else right afterwards."

"You did what?" My friends ask in unison. I ignore their judgemental stares and look around for Jin, but he's not here anymore.

"Where's Jin?" I ask.

"I let Hoseok and Jimin take my car. They're taking Jin home. He needs time Tae." I stare at everyone around me and realize the measures they went through to shove the truth in my face. I'm an idiot. I need to go to him and tell him I'm an idiot. Without another word I reach for Namjoon's keys.

"Before you go, there's something else you should know." I turn to look at Ken. His face is covered in blood, but I still want to continue beating the life out of him. "Mrs. Kim wished for him to overdose. Even after I told her he had enough she kept going until I was able to take the pills from her. If you really care about Seokjin you have to keep her away from him." We all turn to look at each other and he continues continue. "She wants him dead."

I grab the keys and run out the door. There's no way I'd let that venomous bitch hurt him again. I'll kill her before she gets the chance.

I drove home not caring about the speed limit with only one thing on my mind. Kim Seokjin.

I barge into the house and automatically look for him. "Jin!" I call out checking the living room. "Kim Seokjin!" I look in the kitchen, but I only see Jimin and Hoseok. "He's in his room isn't he?"

"He's exhausted, Taehyung. He needs time to think through this before you add more to his plate." Hobi says.

"But I need to talk to him now. I've wasted too much time being a moron." I say walking out.

"And that's your fault. You owe him this much Taehyung." He replies coming after me, but I keep walking. "Taehyung!" He calls out, but I keep going.

I enter the his house and head straight to his room, but its locked. "Jin, please open the door." I say knocking on the door. "I should've believed you. I'm sorry. Let's talk. I'll do anything to earn your forgiveness." I said as I knock louder. "Jin! Please!" I beg.

I hear the door click and I turn the knob letting myself in. I see him sitting on his bed and fall apart automatically getting on my knees. "I'm an idiot. I treated you like crap, and I know I don't deserve your forgiveness, but I'm sorry." He stares at me with a blank expression, and tears roll down my face. "I should've believed you, Jin. I shouldn't have let my mom cloud my judgment." I crawl closer to him taking his hands in mine. I hate not being able to get the right words out. "I'm so sorry, baby please. I know there's nothing I can say to make up for the way I've treated you, but I'm begging you let me fix this. Let me fix us." I sob.

I lean closer to him bringing both our heads together. "Please, baby say something." I hear a small whimper and I look up to see him. His eyes and nose are red and his plump lip quivers as he chokes out a sob.

"You hurt me." He finally replies.

"I know, baby, I'm sor-"

"No you don't know!" He yells interrupting me and yanking his hand away. "I woke up naked and drugged. I had no memory of the night before and I was terrified at the possibility that I could've been raped. I needed you, and you turned away from me." He says getting up.

"I know I'm at fault for accepting that stupid drink. I know I should've just gone to bed. I get it, okay? I fucked up in that sense and I take full responsibility, but you," he pauses. "You played me like a whore. That's what I was to you the minute you decided to strip me naked knowing that you were going to throw me away like trash once we were done. I was your stupid whore doll." I get closer to him, still on my knees as he backs away.

"Jin, please look at it from my perspective. When I saw you in bed with that idiot I wanted to die." I continue begging while trying to hold in my sobs.

"I did," he says wiping his tears. "I would've wanted to die too, but I wouldn't have done to you what you did to me. I wouldn't have turned around and listened to someone who has proven many times that they couldn't be trusted. I wouldn't have hurt you the way that you hurt me."

"I'm sorry, please forgive me." My crying gets louder and I grab his hand pulling him towards me. I don't care how desperate I may sound right now I just don't want to lose him. I kneel him down in front of me and I take him in my arms and we continue crying on each other's shoulders. "Please don't let me go, baby. I'm begging you, please don't let go of me. I need you." I continue holding on to him as if my life depends on it, because it does. He's my life and my actions might just cause me to lose him. He loosens up his grip, and it only makes me tighten my grip on him. "No!" I shout. "I'm not letting go of you."

I turn his face to the side towards me, and I capture his lips with mine with no hesitation. Its sloppy and messy, but thankfully he responds. I tug on his lip with my teeth causing him to gasp allowing me to slide my tongue into his warm mouth. He shows no sign of restraint so I continue and lean back to sit down. I pull him towards me to sit on my lap, not letting go of his lips.

He pulls away eventually and I let my head rest against his as we continue to pant for air. "Please," I beg one last time.

He closes his eyes and takes in a deep breath. "Okay," he says softly. "I forgive you." I feel my heart fluttering, and a smile creeps up to my face until he continues. "But we're not getting back together." He let's go of me and gets up opening his door while wiping his tears. "Mr. Taehyung I ask that you please leave my room, and that our relationship be professional for the remainder of my time working for you."

"You're leaving?" I ask feeling my heart rip in two.

"I was never meant to stay here forever. Now please leave." I get up defeated with my head hung low. I start walking out but stop when I reach him.

I grab him by the face and crash our lips together one more time. "I'm not giving up on us. I don't care how long it takes, I'm getting you back." I say before I walk away.

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