Yet another sleepless night, I haven't slept in five days. It was currently 3 a.m, I was wide awake and still full of tears to cry. I was currently sitting on my bed, watching the ceiling as my music played quietly. As one song finished, another would come on, most of them went through my ear and out the other while some stayed in my brain.
Bitch, you look so damn freaked
Ya can't eat, ya can't sleep, ya can't speak
You wanna scream, "Fuck the police!"
But the words are getting stuck behind your teeth
Yeah, I'm an outlaw, baby, with a southpaw view
Donald's a bitch and Vlad Putin is too
Like how can you stomach the shit that they do?
Just ask Pussy Riot what those girls went through, and it
It feels like someone took a crackpipe
Lit it with a torchlight
And threw it on a gasline, eh
And there is fire everywhere
Watch what they're doing to you
So tonight I'm gonna travel to a past life
And take on all the bad guys
And signal with a flashlight, like
Catch me if you dare
I don't fucking care
If you fucking care
No one's gonna live forever
So you better be prepared
I still wanna love
Love with my whole heart
Even though the world
Is slowly tearing me apart
(War, war, war, war
War, war, war, war)
Yeah, do you feel better now?
Have you settled up your score?
'Cause everything looks so strange
But, God, no, nothing has changed
Since the last time I asked you,
"What are we fighting for?"
It feels like someone took a crackpipe
Lit it with a torchlight
And threw it on a gasline, like
There is fire in the air
It's everywhere now
So tonight I'm gonna travel to a past life
Murder all the bad guys
And signal with a flashlight, like
Catch me if you dare
I don't fucking care
If you fucking care
'Cause I'm gonna live forever
So you better be prepared
I still wanna love
Love with all my heart
Even though the world
Is slowly tearing us apart
Yeah, it's tearing us apart, oh
Yeah
Basi aende
Nakupenda wewe
Nakupenda wewe
Basi aende
Basi aende
Nakupenda wewe
Nakupenda wewe
Basi aende (let them go)
Basi aende
Nakupenda wewe
Nakupenda wewe
Basi aende (I still love you)
Basi aende
Nakupenda wewe (I love you)
Basi aende (I love you)
Basi aende (let me go)
Basi aende
Nakupenda wewe
Nakupenda wewe
Basi aende (let me go)
Basi aende
Nakupenda wewe
Nakupenda wewe
Basi aende
Basi aende
Nakupenda wewe
Basi aende
Basi aende
I don't fucking care
If you fucking care
'Cause I'm gonna do whatever
While you sit around and stare
But I can stick around
For a little while
Until you fall asleep
That's when I'll disappear
Off into the night
The night where I belong
On my BMX bike
Pretending nothing's wrong
I sung along to the music, I had always loved this song, I loved the band for that matter. Highly Suspect, they were my second favourite after Shinedown. I looked at my clock again, 7:28 a.m. I sat up, turning off my music as I made my way downstairs.
As I entered the kitchen, I saw Blake, Xavier, James and Harrison in the kitchen. I walked over to the fridge, opening it and pulling out my chocolate strawberries. "Don't you think you should have some proper breakfast?" Xavier asked, I rolled my eyes as I put a strawberry in the chocolate. "Technically, this is healthy, because it's fruit. So I'm definitely doing better than your left over meatloaf."
"Jackass."
"Asshole."
"Bitch."
"Mother Fu-"
"Cooper enough." Mom said as she walked into the kitchen, I groaned as Xavier smirked. "Come on Cooper, eat some proper breakfast." Mom said, I shook my head at her, placing another strawberry in my mouth. "This is technically healthy. Besides, I don't want a proper breakfast, I'm not that hungry." I said, Mom just looked at me with her eyebrows raised and her arms crossed over her chest.
That look.
"Fine." I closed the box, handing it to her. I stood up and made my way back to the fridge, looking for my pack of Mountain Dew. "Hey Mom, where's my Mountain Dew?"
"Oh! I threw them away."
"What?! Why?!" I said, turning around to face mom. "Because, you don't need all of that extra sugar in you, you barely do anything to use up the energy anyway."
"Mom, I need one. I haven't slept at all and if I have lots of sugar I'll be wide awake which is what I need." I groaned out, running a hand through my hair in frustration. "And why haven't you slept at all young man?"
"Because my mind was flooding with thoughts last night, just thought after thought." I said, sitting down in my seat again. "What were you thinking about?"
"He was probably thinking of all the dirty things he's gonna do with Felicity." Xavier said with a smirk, I just glared at him. "Shut the fuck up jackass!"
"Language Cooper!"
"Sorry mom, but unlike Mr. 'I-will-claim-the-whole-female-populous's-virginity' over there, I don't have a dirty mind where I think about touching every single girl I meet." I growled out in one breath, everyone looked a bit shocked by what I had said. "I mean... he's not wrong..." Blake muttered, causing Xavier to hit him over the back of his head.
"Exactly Blake, and unlike Xavier I am not an A grade Fuckboy." I said before pulling my phone out as I heard it ding. Damian was calling. "Hello?"
"Aye mate, I'm coming over in about ten minutes so I don't have to watch Stacey put on a dress two sizes too small so it'll make her ass and boobs pop out." I let out a forced gag, causing Damian to let out a laugh. "So mate, I'm coming over to yours to get ready for the masquerade."
"Who are you talking to Cooper?"
"I'm talking to Damian mom, he's coming over." Just then, an idea popped into my head. A smirk crossed over my face as I held the phone closer to my ear. "Oh Damian, my dear friend, could you do me a favour?"
"Oh Bloody hell what illegal shit do I have to do?" He asked with a groan, causing me to laugh. "Nothing illegal my friend, just a small favour, I need you to retrieve something." I said in a Russian accent, Mom was now looking at me suspiciously, my smirk only grew. "I need you to retrieve me the Dew of the Mountain."
"Cooper! No!"
"Mother! Yes!" I shouted, I could hear Damian laughing on the other side of the line. "Righto Rodger, I'll be there in ten with your precious Dew of the Mountain." Damian said before hanging up, I placed my phone down, a victorious smile on my face. "Ha. I win, I get Dew of the Mountain!" I said, throwing my arms in the air in victory.
Mom just glared at me, but it soon softened. "Just try and get the sleep you need next time okay?"
"I'll try mom, I'll try." With that, I made my way to my room, waiting for Damian to show up... as I lay there, I found myself thinking... I wonder what Felicity will wear...
Fuck, maybe Xavier was right...
No, I don't have a dirty mind... right?
God help me...
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Romance"It's getting harder each day, so much harder. It drains me to have to constantly put up a mask, hiding how I really feel behind a smile that isn't even true. I don't think I'll ever find that easy, because it's not. The easy part for me is lying, i...
