The only Kiwi I'm not allergic to.

15

Harrison:

That night was fun... with the boys. Amy ignored me all night of course. Alison unfortunately was stuck to me the whole time. I kept stealing a glance at her. Alison is all up in my face though. It's my fault she is ignoring me now. I distanced myself from her for 2 weeks. I kept the conversations short with her for two weeks. What are you doing man? You like her maxi said he thinks she likes you then what the hell is wrong with you? Why are you with Alison right now?

I reminded myself why I was with her. Because I'm trying to keep Amy safe. Because Alison somehow is related to that monster, Mike and told me he is on his way here to take his girl back. She said the only way she would stop him is if we got back together. I'm sure there are other ways but for now I'm scared what Alison would do if I said no to her. With her brother being in a gang it was wiser to just go with her. But we have history. me and Alison.

Stupid. Stupid Harrison. She is using you. You . don't . fucking . like . her. Leave her and go get your girl. I told myself.

I saw Amy and a few others go for more drinks. I wanted to go with them but Alison pulled me back and looked at me.

 "Babe can we please just stay here for a while?" She said holding my hand. I looked at the bar table and back at her. "Sure." I said letting a deep breath out.

One by one people started to go to the bar and it was just us two now. She kept talking to me about this and that. I didn't listen to half of it though. But then she started to kiss me and softly run her fingers through my hair.

Ha! This... maybe... maybe I do like her still, just a little. She is a good kisser. She always has been. No stop it you dummy. I pulled away. I saw Amy leave but Alison pulled me in for another kiss. "Look Alison..." I tried to say.

"No Harrison... let me say it... I like you... I really do... love, we were amazing together. Can we go back to that? I really want you." She said wrapping her arms around my neck. She got closer to me and whispered in my ear "we could be perfect." She pulled back and looked at me.

It might be the alcohol talking because I definitely feel a little lightheaded but this girl in front of me is all I want right now. Why not? She can make me happy. She did it once.

I felt my brain scream and shout at me trying to punch some sense in me but my body followed Alison. I'm making a mistake.

We walked out of the pub laughing and joking around like the old times. When we were out I stopped, seeing Jules and Amy outside.

"Oh hey guys" I said. Jules said a quick hi but Amy just waved. She didn't look like herself so I asked the question, a little worried about her "Are...are you okay?" I asked and she replied "Yup just too much alcohol."

She didn't look okay though. But I just nodded. I was worried for her but I ignored her for too long and she probably hates me now. I looked at Jules because she usually tells you the truth straight up but she didn't say anything. Amy replied though "I'm okay. Okay?" She said loud and tensely. Yup she hates me. She should. I felt Alison pull on my hand so I said a quick goodnight and left with Alison.

We walked to her apartment, it was closer to the pub. As soon as we got in the elevator she crashed her lips on mine. Her lips were soft and it brought back the memory of the past I had with her. Mainly the bad ones. I felt my heart ache, like it was trying to stop me from doing this. But I ignored it, instead I kissed her harder. But where was passion? Where was love? Where was my feelings towards her? I slowly opened my eyes half hoping it was someone else. Hoping it was Her. it wasn't. And my heart ached and broke a little more. Slowly I pulled away.