The only Kiwi I'm not allergic to.

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She walked out but my phone started to ring so I stayed behind to answer it. It was whippet.

"Hey whip!"

"Hey... urm how is she?"

"Not good. Not even okay! Man she is messed up. I really want to kill that damn Mike." I replied, feeling my blood boil.

"Honestly we all do. Maxi was really worried but we talked him out of doing anything stupid. Jethro is another story. He said JJ told him and Hoppo something before he left, but i'm not sure."

"No!? Really! Why not me? I mean I'm the boyfriend."

"I don't know mate but Gina made some food. I called to see if you're home so I could bring the food for you."

"Yea mate we're home."

" Oh Gina's saying you should come over! Maybe it can make her feel better to not be home. We have to keep her busy."

"Yes you're right. Okay we will be there soon."

I hung up and walked outside only to find her crying again.

I walked out and wrapped my arms around her and kissed her cheek softly.

"Do you need anything?" I asked her softly.

"No... but can we go out? I just don't want to be home. I'm going crazy Harrison." she said, leaning her back to me. "Thanks... for being with me... I know I have so much drama around me!" she said, turning to look at me.

"Babe! I'm always here for you" I said kissing her. "Lucky for you whip just called and we are going there for dinner."

"Oh... yeah good better than here. Erm I need to shower. I feel disgusting." she said with a little laugh.

"Okay. want me to wait right outside for you?" I asked thinking about when she was having trouble with water.

"No, it's okay..." she said coldly and walked inside and into the bathroom.

Amy

I walked inside the bathroom, closed the door and turned on the water to the hottest setting possible. I stripped out my clothes and walked under the hot water. The hot water running down my body made me feel a lot better. I felt like my mind was starting to open. I don't know how long I was just standing there probably at least 20 minutes because Harrison started to knock on the door asking if I was okay.

"I'm okay... Just a few more minutes" I yelled back over the running water.

I started to wash myself, I was about to reach for my shampoo but I saw JJ's shampoo. The one he left here because he said he didn't have space in his suitcase and also because mine smelled too girly! I smiled at the memory of his jokes, and I felt my heart become heavy again. Taking a deep breath in and started to wash my hair with his shampoo.

After a few minutes I was done, pulled my towel around my body and walked outside, Harrison was in the living room talking to someone quietly.

I walked out into the living room where Harrison and the other person were, as soon as I walked in they both stopped talking.

"Hey Maxi!" I said, my voice hoarse and scratchy from all the crying.

"Hey! How are you feeling? I'm so sorry for what happened." he said as he pulled me into his arms.

"Yea I feel... okay... I still can't believe it Maxi." I replied.

He nodded but held me closer. I am the luckiest, even though I lost JJ I still have a big family who love me. What am I saying?! He is gone !!