[A/N: PLEASE PLAY THE SONG;
I LOVE YOU, GOODBYE,
IF YOU HAVE THAT SONG. AND MORE 2 SAD SONGS. IT MAY HELP YOU TO MORE FEEL THE MOMENT. THANK YOU.]
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"Let's break up."
I froze for what he said.
It feels like my heart stop beating again. But it's not like earlier, because now? I also can't breath.
Nabingi ba ako? O, sadyang tama talaga yung narinig ko? Baka naman niloloko niya lang ako? Yung prank? Tama! Prank lang yun!
"A-ano bang pinagsasabi mo diyan?" I asked. But, he was just staring at me. Those cold eyes. Kinakabahan na naman ako. I wait. Hinintay 'kong bawiin niya yung sinabi niya. Pero hindi. Nakatingin lang siya sa' kin ng napakalamig. Yung mga mata niya.
Seryoso.
"Z-zed, don't kidd on me. Let's go. My Mom is waiting for us." I said and force a smile. Hahawakan ko na sana siya pero umiwas siya ulit. At parang nadurog na naman yung puso ko. "Zed! I said let's go!"
"And I said, let's break up!" and the moment he shouted, my heart completely broke. I look at him that it's like, I can't believe for what he said. Did he just shouted me? And said, he want us to broke up?
My eyes started to watered. I was crying again.
"Z-zed, this... T-this is not the right time to J-joke..."
"And who says that I was joking?"
I froze again. What. The. Hell?
"Zed, don't tell me that. That's not what you want..." sabi ko. Bakit ko ba pinagpipilitan na nag bibiro lang siya? E, kita naman sa mga mata niya na seryoso siya.
Pero hindi ko tanggap. Sino siya? Hindi siya si Zed. Yung Zed na mahal ko ay nangakong hindi ako iiwan. Anong nangyari?
He loves me. He promise that he will never leave me. What happened? What the hell is he talking about? He want to leave me? Seriously? In my situation now?
"Let's end what we have, Riebecah." tumulo na yung luha ko. And he's not calling me, 'Rie'. Is this true? Am I just dreaming? Oh God, please wake me up... I don't want this kind of nightmare.
This is not true. This is not happening.
"Don't say that. Tell me, I'm just dreaming, right? Please Zed, wake me up. I don't want this." I said and step forward to hugged him. He wasn't avoiding when I finally hugged him and wrapped my arms on his waist. "Zed, I'm begging you, wake me up."
"Stop it." even his voice now. Its colder. Oh God, this is not the guy I'm onto.
Kumalas ako. My face is wet now because of my tears. At hindi siya tumitigil. Tumutulo lang siya. Yung puso ko, sumisikip. Ang sakit. "I said wake me up! I'm just dreaming!" I said and slap myself. Just trying to wake up myself and prove that it's not true. That he never said that he want us to broke up!
I slap myself again. But he stop me. He held my hand. "You're not dreaming. I want us to end this. I don't wanna be with you again."
Nayanig ang ang mundo ko. Nabasag yung puso ko. Sinabi niyang ayaw niya akong makasama? Hindi ako nananaginip?
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