Just Another Sappy Love Story

41. Ren

I ran from the school as fast as I could. I can't get the image of what I just saw, out of my head. How could he! How could Shi-kun do this to me?

I don't even pay attention to where I am running. I stop only to collapse to my knees, as my vision becomes so blurry from my tears.

"I trusted him. I let him in. I gave him my heart, how..." I take a deep gulp. "How could he rip my heart apart like this?" My body falls forward. My hands catch myself on the ground, as I take deep unsteady breaths. My body is shaking uncontrollably as I can't forget what I just saw.

Walking around to the back of the school, I can't stop smiling. Just the thought of seeing Shi-kun makes me happy. Damn I love him. Just the thought of seeing his smiling face, makes my pace quicken. I want nothing more than to hold him tightly in my arms.

However, as soon as I walked around the building's corner, I was frozen in my place. This feels, just like the night I lost Shin all over again.

There is Kenta pressing Hiroshi's back up against the school wall. He is cupping his soft face in his hands. They are kissing. Hiroshi's hands are gently resting against his chest. I close my eyes praying this is just a nightmare. When I open them once more, I watch Kenta remove his lips from Hiroshi's. Hiroshi doesn't say anything, just stands there gazing up at him.

"I will definitely see you later." Kenta whispers, before kissing his cheek softly.

I feel a stabbing pain to my heart, as Kenta walks off. Hiroshi never once tried to stop him. Didn't slap him, yell at him.

My breathing quickens as I try to push the images from my head.

"This whole time." My mind thinks back to the night we ran into Kenta at the park. The way he was looking at Hiroshi. I raise my hand and grab at my chest. "This whole time, he has been lying to me." I whisper in pain.

I raise my blurry vision, and finally notice where I am. I stand up and run the rest of the way.

I jump over the fence and find myself standing at his backdoor. I raise my hand, and start pounding on it.

"Answer the fucking door!" I cry out as my fist slams onto it harder. My body slides to the ground as I hug my knees into my chest. I can't stop my tears. "I need to forget." Silently I hit my hand against the door every couple seconds. "Open up." I whisper weakly.

My phone starts ringing. I pulled it out to see Shi-kun's display name. I turn my phone off, as my tears fall even harder. My pounding on the back door increases.

"WHAT THE FUCKING HELL!" I hear his voice yell out as the door gets opened harshly. I stared up at him from the ground, as my body fell backwards once he opened the door. His green eyes suddenly look down, and they grow wide as he sees me. "Ren?"

"Rikuta..." I whisper through my tears.

"What the hell happened?" He drops to his knees, helps me to sit up, and cups my face in his hands.

"It hurts." I grip at my chest.

"Ren. Come inside." Rikuta helps me stand up. "Come on, my parents aren't home until later tonight." He leads me to his bedroom, and I collapse onto his bed. "Tell me what happened."

"Me and Hiroshi broke up." I whisper weakly.

"WHAT! WHY!" Suddenly his phone starts to ring. "Oh its Kyo, let me take this."

"NO!" I call out.

"Ren?"

"Don't tell him I'm here, please Rikuta." I know Hiroshi would have called Kyo by now. "Please."