Chapter 14

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She drops on to the mattress out of breath just like I am, I snuck over in the middle of the night and we've just had the best sex I might have possible ever had

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She drops on to the mattress out of breath just like I am, I snuck over in the middle of the night and we've just had the best sex I might have possible ever had. I don't know what it is about her that makes me get lost in her eyes or feel happy watching her get excited over something, I've never been that way.

I've never gotten excited over a new movie coming out, a game, my birthday. Nothing at all. She seems to get excited over everything. Just last night she blabbed on for around thirty minutes about a tv show she watches, I could barely get a word in as she spoke so darn fast.

These past two days Camila has been screaming and crying while she sleeps, I have to rush in and awaken her from whatever bad dream she is having. It's beginning to get to me and I have no idea where Ace has been the past two days to help but I know he's at the apartment now so that's why I left.

I needed to come see Julia to release some stress, the past couple of days have been nothing but shit for me. I feel like everything is going wrong Dean isn't happy with me because I told him I didn't want to sell pills anymore, I told him I didn't want to but the truth is..I don't want Julia finding out, she may be disgusted if she finds out about me selling. I know she doesn't like the fact that i smoke marijuana already. It's beginning to freak me out again the fact that I think these things about Julia just to make her happy, what she likes and what she doesn't. It's not me at all, I'm changing and I don't like it but I can't seem to stop.

I've had so much shit on my mind recently that Jules is the only one that takes that worry and stress away, the marijuana isn't working like it use to anymore.

She rests her head on my chest as her big blue/grey eyes peer up at me, a smile wide on her face.

"You need a haircut" she tells me.

"I know" I chuckle and ruffle my hair and push it back of my forehead, this is the longest it has been.

"You're still adorable though"

I scrunch my face up, "Shut up"

She giggles just when her giggles die down she sighs aloud, "What is going on inside your head?" She begins to swirl lines on my bare chest.

My eyes follow as she slowly traces the lines with her black fingernail, she seems to like doing her nail polish. Always different colours but never bright. Dark reds, different shades of black, blue, green and even purple. For some reason I liked watching her paint them as she sat at her desk concentrating hard while she pressed her teeth against her bottom lip. I just sat and watched, drooled even..like a stupid boy that lo...

"Nothing" I shrug cutting off my own thoughts.

"Come on, you've been quiet recently. You can talk to me, I'm here to listen..not judge"

Yeah right, little miss perfect with stuck up parents.

"I said it's nothing, Kitten" I cup her cheek swiping my thumb back and forth along her cheekbone.

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