Thanatophobia• Kol Mikealson•ON HOLD

Stand By Me

Evelyn's outfit

Evelyn was looking through all the photos of her and Kol on her phone, she just kept crying letting them hit the phone screen, what Evelyn didn't know, that Kol was sitting right next to her on the other side tears kept falling down his face at seeing Evelyn like this

"You can't torture yourself," Klaus said walking into the room

"I knew something was going to happen, I knew it in my gut, I didn't stop him, and now he's dead," Evelyn said

"You can't keep asking yourself 'what if'. Kol would want you to be happy," Klaus said

"I can't be happy without him," Evelyn said

"I know, but we can help you try, we won't leave you," Klaus said

"It hurts so much when you have someone in your heart but you can't have them in your arms," Evelyn said looking up at him

"Evelyn, you are one of the strongest people I know. If anyone can get through this it's you," Klaus told her

"You know what's the worst part? It's that I can still feel him, I can feel this tug and I'm trying to go towards it but I can't find him. The worst part is me still feeling him but he's not there," Evelyn told him

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"Hey, you," Katherine said walking into the room

"Hey," Evelyn whispered

"How are you?" Katherine asked

"Physically, I'm fine. Mentally, broken and completely shattered," Evelyn said

"It'll get easier, are you mad at me?" Katherine asked

"For what?" Evelyn asked

"For killing your brother," Katherine told her

"Apart of me is sad and angry at you because he was my little brother, but the other part is happy and that sounds sick, he killed Kol and I know it was just his hunter instinct, but it still hurts, does that make me a bad person?" Evelyn asked the doppelganger

"No, it makes you human," Katherine told her

"I'm not human though," Evelyn said

"Human feelings, Evelyn," Katherine said

Elijah walked into the room

"How are you?" He asked

"Fine, I didn't understand why you wanted to kill Klaus. I could never understand why someone would want that, now I just want to rip her head off. I told myself I would never want to hurt them and now I want to kill them," Evelyn told him

"You are aloud to hate them, you have the right," Elijah told her

"Do you know what hurts? Is that me and Elena were always close I would feel her pain and she would feel mine, and when I saw her give the stake to Jeremy it was like the bond in us shattered," Evelyn said

Both Katherine and Elijah didn't know what to say

Evelyn was about to say something when she started coughing up blood

"Not again," Evelyn mumbled in between coughs

"What's happening?" Katherine asked confused

"She has been coughing up blood ever since Kol died," Elijah informed her

"I think it's the bond. Half of the soulmate bond died, it broke, and I think it's affecting me physically," Evelyn told them

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Evelyn felt completely numb, so many terrible things had happened in the past few days that it overwhelmed her so much she blocked out the emotions, she was so close to turning her humanity off. She thought they would have called and wanted to talk even though she told Caroline to tell everyone she wasn't awake

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Evelyn was standing on the balcony when Klaus joined her

"You don't know how bad I want to turn it off," Evelyn said

"Don't," Klaus stated

"But if I do it. I don't know if anyone would be able to bring me back," Evelyn said