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jadehoran my heart is complete💙 i love both of you more than you'll ever know my babies💗 @niallhoran i love you so much❤️ niallhoran: i love you and our babies much more❤️ perrieedwards: there so beautiful!! congratulations baba💙 jesynelson: 🥺🥺 congratulations you gorgeous lot💙 leighannepinnock: i can't wait for our babies to be besties!! congratulations💙
Jade
i watch my little family as they all cuddle up on the couch Roman resting on one of Nialls arms and his other wrapped around Aria, i truly feel like the luckiest girl in the world i have a gorgeous family and i couldn't be happier, it's been four weeks since we came home from the hospital and all of us have been so happy and i don't think i've ever felt so loved in all my life, i look down at the time slightly sighing Nialls looks up at me giving me a confused look "ill have to go to bed soon" i pout his smile dropping
tomorrow morning tour starts for four months and i'm super anxious, part of me not even wanting to go, of course i love touring, seeing all our fans travelling the world sight seeing and things but i would much rather be spending time with my little family and just staying with them, but i'm sure they'll be able to visit me a lot so hopefully it won't be too bad. "time for bed then?" Niall mouths to me nodding his head towards Aria and Roman "movie first?" i mouth to him he nods a slight smile on his face, i know Nialls really anxious for me to leave because he's terrified of being left alone with two kids but i'm sure everyone's gonna help him and do there best to make it easier for him
i'm a little anxious about it myself i don't want him getting overly stressed and stuff it's a really hard thing to put on him especially because we've still only recently had Roman. Niall sits Aria up then sitting up himself "how does a movie in bed sound?" he asks Aria her instantly nodding "mummy can we watch frozen?" she exclaims jumping off the couch, Niall groaning as quietly as possible as she runs over to me "of course shall we go get our frozen pjs on?" i ask her she nods grabbing my hand and pulling me off the couch both of us running up the stairs
we go into her room grabbing her frozen pyjamas and she grabs her olaf teddy we then go into mine and Nialls room, where Niall is already sat in bed Roman peacefully having a bottle in his arms, me and Aria both change into our matching frozen pyjamas while Niall puts Roman in his cot next to our bed the three of us getting into bed with Aria in the middle, i put on the movie cuddling Aria as much as i can, i'm really gonna miss just being able to sit with them and have these little moments together, i guess it is only four months and that's a short time but it's still gonna be really hard
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i groan as my alarm wakes me up i instantly switch it off letting out a sigh of relief that it didn't wake the kids, i slowly get up going into the en-suite, i brush my teeth taking my hair out of the now messy low ponytail brushing through it and putting it back in the same style so it's out my way, i splash my face yawning slightly as i do. i go back into the bedroom where Niall is half awake "good morning" i whisper to him kissing his forehead and getting a slight smile in return, i don't think he'll ever be a morning person you don't get a word out of him for at least half an hour after he first wakes up but to be fair it is also 4am so who can blame him
i go into my wardrobe, putting on the outfit me and perrie prepared yesterday so we were matching (on side) i then put on some glasses so i don't have to do my make up, i grab both my suitcases pulling them into the room Niall coming out of his wardrobe dressed in joggers and a hoodie "will your mum be here now?" he asks his voice still all sleepy i nod walking over to him just putting my arms out, he instantly pulls me into his arms my head resting against his chest and his chin resting onto of my head "i'm gonna miss you" i mutter trying my hardest to not let any tears out "i'm gonna miss you so much more" he mutters i look up at him his eyes already full of tears he pecks my lips before grabbing my hand "best get these downstairs then" he whispers grabbing both of my suitcases i follow him down the stairs and as if on queue my mam walks through the front door
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"i love you" i mutter to Niall just letting my tears fall down my face as he hugs me as tight as he possibly can "i love you so much more" he mutters kissing me "ring me when you get there okay?" he whispers i just nod holding onto him as tight as i possibly can he wipes away my tears and then wipes his own "you best go" he mutters pecking my lips before looking over at the other three girls all waiting for me i just nod hugging him one last time "i love you" i slightly smile as i pull away "i love you more" he smiles as i walk away, god this is gonna be so hard
niallhoran
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niallhoran good luck to my baby on tour (not that you need it your gonna smash it)❤️ i love you so much and i miss you a ton already😕x jadehoran: i love and miss you so much🥺 leighannepinnock: you guys always melt my heart🥺
