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ashemusic such a fun performance with my bestie last night🥰 niallhoran: loved it!!
i nearly bork at the sight of her post tossing my phone on the bed, i'm not the jealous type but for some reason when it comes to them being together i just feel nothing but jealousy, and it's worse when i'm not there. i guess there's always just that one person who you hate your partner being around and you just sorta have to live with it but it seriously frustrates me "ahh so you seen Ashes post?" Jesy slightly laughs picking up my phone from the floor, so i missed the bed completely and probably smashed it oh well. "maybe" i mutter folding my arms pouting slightly she laughs sitting down next to me wrapping her arms around me
"i came over as soon as i seen it" she slightly laughs holding me as tight as she possibly can i just rest my head on her chest and wrap my arms around her waist "do you know when they'll be able to come visit?" she asks resting her chin on the top of my head i just shake my head slightly sighing, i miss the three of them a lot and it's only been around two weeks. "oh speak of the devil" Jesy exclaims passing me my phone i slightly smile as i look at the call seeing Nialls huge smile on the screen i answer and put it on speaker
"hi bab" i exclaim getting all excited "hi babe" he says sounding a little tired and stressed "are you okay?" i ask him slightly worrying i look up at Jesy who just gives me a reassuring smile "yeah i'm just a little tired and i've gotta get back to work soon" he slightly groans we then hear Aria screaming making us jump a little "are you okay? how was last nights show?" he asks probably trying to ignore Aria "it was good, bab if your busy we can talk later?" i ask him trying not to sound too disappointed i hate that i can't be around him all the time so it's even worse that he sounds too tired to even talk "if you don't mind, i'll call you back later promise" he says making my smile grow slightly "i love you" i tell him cuddling back into Jesy "love you more" he says the phone then instantly ending and my smile dropping at the same time.
it's only been two weeks but for some reason being away from them has been ten times harder this time than it ever has been before, i feel so disconnected with them right now and i just miss them more and more every minute of the day, it just feels like i'm missing out on everything and i so badly just want to go home. "you'll see them before you know it" Jesy whispers i just nod letting a few tears fall down my face. Jesy switches on the tv putting on 'friends' and then grabs her phone still holding me as tightly as she can "i'll order us some food" she whispers making me smile slightly the bedroom door then slamming open "Jade" Perrie shouts as the doors fling open she looks so panicked "what's the matter?" i ask her wiping my tears but still hugging Jesy she tosses me her phone "i was just on the group account and then this dm came through"
ashemusic: thought i'd send this to the group one as i'm sure you'll all talk about me anyways🤷🏽♀️ but Jade all's i'm going to say is that whatever happens happens, i make sure i get what i want and i'm sure we both know what that means, have a great tour xo
my jaw just drops and my hand instantly let's go of the phone, i pick up mine ringing Niall back instantly "J bab i'm busy what's wrong" he asks a door slamming shut in the background "please Ni stay away from Ashe" i blurt out Perrie coming and sitting by my side both her and Jesy hugging me "what? why?" he asks his voice sounding a little frustrated already, i guess what i'm asking is kinda crazy seeing as he has to work with her, "she's sent me a message saying she's gonna get what she wants" i tell him rubbing my face and just staring at Perries phone in disbelief he just takes a deep breath
"well she's not going to is she, J i can't stay away because it's my job" he says his voice indicating he's completely pissed off. i trust him with my whole life but i don't trust her and it seems like she's going to try and find anyway to get him "but Ni" he instantly cuts me off "Jade please, just trust me, i've gotta go the kids are really acting up i'll talk to you later" he says ending the phone call i just look at Perrie and Jesy both of them looking extremely confused and a little pissed off themselves "well that was rude of him" Perrie mutters i just sigh falling back on the bed, this is really only going to make everything ten times harder.
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littlemix cannot wait for tonight's show!!💗(were waiting for lee lee to get ready so we thought we'd take some selfies) leighannepinnock: my favourites😍😍 alexoxladechamberlain: good luck tonight you'll smash it as always❤️
