Forgotten Heart (Complete)

Special Chapter 1

Take note:

All special chapters will be Blake's POV.

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Blake's POV

I started to become interested in her the time she confessed to me. I was in the garden that time when she suddenly sat beside me.

I was wearing my earphones pero pinatay 'ko na muna yung music para marinig 'ko siya kung sakali.

Hindi ako nagpahalata na nakikinig ako sa kaniya pero bumibilis tibok ng puso 'ko.

"Crush kita," bulong niya sakin. Narinig 'ko naman yung mahinhin niyang tawa kaya napangiti rin ako. Buti na lang hindi siya nakatingin sakin.

"Ay mali, gusto na nga ata kita eh," pag-amin niya. Pasimple 'ko lang siyang sinisilip.

She's really beautiful.

"Hindi ba mas okay na yung hindi mo alam kung bakit mo nagustuhan yung isang tao? Kasi wala ka nang dahilan para mawala yung feelings mo para sa kaniya," pagkekwento niya.

"Kasi ako ganoon ako sayo. Kahit sungitan mo ako araw-araw, makita lang kita masaya na ako. Basta hayaan mo lang ako na gustuhin ka," in my peripheral vision, nakita 'kong tumingin siya sakin.

I pretended that I was not listening to her. Grabe yung kaba 'ko kasi baka mamaya nahahalata niya ako.

Then one day I realized that I wanted to spend my life with her. Forever. I regret that I was pushing her away even if I know to myself that I'm happy whenever she's around me. Kinukulit ako, she never got tired na kausapin ako kahit gaano ako kalamig at kasungit sa kaniya.

I was annoyed with that kind of attitude but I admired her for that, for being strong... Kahit alam 'kong nasasaktan 'ko na siya. She still chose to be kind.

Everytime that I want to talk to her, napapangunahan ako ng kaba. Kaya instead of talking to her nicely, nasusungitan 'ko siya. I'm not used to it. Siya lang ang may kayang magparamdam sa akin nito.

I got scared when I learned that she and Kurt were friends. He likes Brigitte. He's a great guy, I know that. Hindi siya imposibleng magustuhan ni Brigitte. I admit it, he's a threat to me when it comes to her.

That's why I'm getting furious whenever I see them talking, together. Napapangunahan ako ng galit palagi, kaya nasasabihan 'ko siya ng masasakit na salita. I know that I'm such an asshole for doing those bullshit for someone who deserves to be treasured and treated right.

Akala 'ko mabubuking na ako nung oras na pinasa 'ko ang scrapbook kay Sir Kevin. It was full of Brigitte's pictures. I was taking a picture of her secretly. Alam 'ko pa naman na close sila ni Sir.

"Shut up, Sir," nahihiya 'kong sabi at bumalik sa pwesto 'ko.

I was making an excuse para hindi sila magsama ni Kurt. Dapat ako 'yon eh.

I'm just really scared that I might break her heart.

I tried to get rid of my feelings for her, that's why I tried dating someone. I tried dating Lia, she's a friend of mine who confessed to me. She knows that I like someone else but she wants me to try. So we went on a date.

But I didn't expect to see Brigitte, she's having a date too with Kurt.

"Is that her?" tanong ni Lia sa akin habang kumakain kami kaya napatingin ako sa kaniya.

"What?" nagtataka 'kong tanong.

"Is that her? The one you like?" ulit niya.

Ngumiti ako sa kaniya at pinagpatuloy na lang ang pagkain.