Ocean Eyes

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Lucy's P.o.V
"Okay...", I said, crossing my arms.

"In my eyes, you're an uptight little kid who can't take care of himself and is trying to be someone else all the time."

"Well.... You're right about that, unfortunately....," I sighed.

"So why don't you try to change it?"

"Because it's in me. I wasn't treated the way you should be either until I was 16...and I'll always be so fearful and insecure.... I don't know who I am either. I have a name, but it doesn't say anything about me. I should shine...but I don't. I don't know who to conform to in order to be loved.... With Colin I didn't need to.... Now he's gone and I'm not sure about my personality. Should I hold back and think in silence, risk not being noticed? Or should I be brave, belong to you and risk my life? I get it, you're not in my situation, you've probably experienced other things, but you'll never understand what I've been through."

"Everyone has their story... I've told you before that there's a difference between putting on the mask because you're afraid to show your feelings and because you're not allowed to.... I didn't really have the model father either... but basically everyone is responsible for themselves.... but please stop pretending.... I don't like fake people."

"And who do you think I am if I were.... If I were to be me...?", I asked sighing looking into his eyes and biting my lip uncomfortably.

"A fun-loving person who just enjoys being on Earth and doesn't try to drown his sorrows in alcohol."

"Nice thought..."

"You could be if you wanted to."

"How do you do that...I'm not allowed to go anywhere."

"You can't go anywhere without me." He replied and sat down on my bed.

"But first and foremost, you need to get a little braver for once and not flinch away every time someone does a kinky joke."

"I don't," I lay down in my bed and tapped next to me.

"We both know you're lying."

Smirking, he lay down next to me before rolling over and propping his arms up to the left and right of me.

"Besides, you should work on your uptightness for once, that's unbearable."

"Uptightness?", I asked dryly.

Rivers P.o.V
"Yep... you immediately tense up, tremble and press your thighs together when someone lies on top of you like I do now.... relax little one... not that you're going to fall over.", I smirked and ran my hand between her thighs to push them apart a bit. "See... Much better." Winking, I removed my hand again.

She was very red in the face now, but said nothing in response, much less made an attempt to escape.

"So now that you're not quite so uptight...how far would you go?"

"Let's find out.", she breathed, giving her legs wider apart.

"You surprise me, kiddo."

Smirking, I put my hand to her cheek and looked deep into her eyes. She bit her lip a little.

"I guess I'm not so uptight after all, huh?"

"Mmm... you're squeezing your thighs together again, which btw is pretty damn uncomfortable."

"I'm just clenching them to get rid of this fucking tingling."

"Are you wet already? And we haven't even started yet."

Grinning, I moved to her thigh and pushed it slightly away from my hip.
She bit down harder on her lips as I nipped in a little. Grinning, I disengaged.

"Well then... I'm heading home... Let me know if you need anything."

"You're such an ass, you don't leave a hurt woman unsatisfied!"

"That would be too much effort for you."

"If you do all the work not"

"I'm not doing all the work!" I shouted indignantly.

"Well I'll help out," she whined and sat up. "I'm curious, Kai has been raving about your big cock."

"He has...what?"

"Upsi..."

I tried to push the thought away and reached for my belt instead.

"Best make up your own mind."

She grinned and nodded. "Okay"

Smirking, I lowered my pants a bit and showed it to her.

"You've got drool coming out of your mouth already.... Why such huge eyes?"

I teased her and wrapped him up again well protected.

"It's big..." she muttered.

"You mean gigantic."

"Too big."

"But that's also how I really hit every spot." Winking, I turned my back on her and walked out. "Ciao, kiddo."

"Bye."

"Once you figure out your feelings, we could go further." I called out anteasingly before I took off completely.

Once home I first took an ice cold shower and jerked off while thinking about her.

Lucy's P.o.V
The next day I got up and went to the shower, no idea if the injury was allowed to get wet. I enjoyed the flow of water and the scent of the shower gel. I closed my eyes and imagined someone standing behind me. I wanted Colin to be that someone, but I saw River. I was about to continue dreaming when I heard a voice that was a little too real. It was his. It was raspy and sounded a little desperate.

"Should we really tell her?" Kai muttered softly, thinking I was still in the shower, but I was already in my robe and close behind the door.

"We have to," I heard River mutter.

"What do you have to tell me?", I quickly pulled the door open and looked at their puzzled faces.