The Mercenary 2

Part 4

Nat POV-
I was just sat there waiting for an answer and she didn't look like she was going to give me one.
Nat- are you going to answer me?
Y/N- They mentioned it was a guy who saved you? Last time I checked, I wasn't a man
Nat- you can create someone to look like him though
Y/N- I'm sorry but it wasn't me
Nat- I know it was you, just tell me
Y/N- I can't

I had seen some of the fight and knew the guy took a blow to the ribs, if it was her then she'd be in a lot of pain from me. I push her ribs and she flinched walking towards the wall
Y/N- Fuck! What the hell?
Nat- it was you, I knew it
Y/N- fine, yes it was me. I abandoned everything I was doing when I heard you were in trouble
Nat- you are such an idiot

She pushes me against the wall and stands close, I can feel her breath on my neck
Y/N- I save your life and you call me an idiot, it's not the thank you I was hoping for
Nat- I.. um..
Y/N- am I making you nervous?
She smirks to herself already knowing the answer to her question. Leaning close she kisses my neck and I adjust allowing her to get all the right spots
There's a knock at the door and Y/N pulls away biting her bottom lip
Y/N- looks like someone wants us
Nat- shh!
I put my finger over her mouth hoping she'd be quiet but she resists. She takes a step away and heads to the door
Y/N- what do I owe this honour?
Tony- I just wanted to make sure you weren't killing each other
Y/N- we are all good in here, right Natasha?
Nat- oh yeah, all good.
Y/N- we were just coming

I go to walk past her but she grabs my wrist and leans closer whispering in my ear
Y/N- we can continue this later if you'd like, I'd be more than happy to make up for the last couple years
I gulp as she walks down the hallway smiling, she had gotten into my head after just a day of being back. I knew she was good at that but I'll admit, she's even more impressive than I remember.

Y/N POV-
I head back to the party and sit in the seat Natasha left which is next to Wanda
Y/N- are you okay?
Wanda- fine
Y/N- you don't have to lie to me, if something is wrong then you can tell me
Wanda- we can talk when everyone else goes to bed
Y/N- deal

Natasha strolls back in and stares at me, I gently lick my bottom lip whilst looking straight at her
Nat- move out of my seat
Y/N- anything for you, princess
I sit in front of them both again, Natasha gently rubbing her leg against me and Wanda watching the whole time.
The party starts to end and everyone is heading to bed leaving Wanda, Nat, Carol and I.
Carol- I'm gonna call it a night, can someone show me to my room?
Nat- of course, follow me

I watch them leave and Wanda moves to the floor sitting next to me
Y/N- are you going to tell me what's wrong?
Wanda- you were gone for 2 years, no phone calls or text messages. You just upped and left
Y/N- I'm sorry, I don't have any excuse for it and I'm not going to try and make one either
Wanda- I missed you
Y/N- I missed you too
Wanda- you are unlike anyone I've ever met
Y/N- how's that?
Wanda- you walked through that door and I thought I should be angry but I wasn't. Everything I ever felt for you came rushing back
She leans close and her lips graze against mine, the kiss is short but perfect

Nat- looks like I'm missing all the fun
Wanda- come join us
Y/N- I'm sorry but I can't do this
Wanda- what's wrong?
Y/N- I'm not going to be that person who breaks your heart and then just expects everything to be okay. I feel so bad and angry for what I did to you that I just can't be here
I get up and walk towards the door grabbing my keys and jacket on the way out
Nat- you can't drive like this, you'll hurt yourself
Y/N- I'm not driving, I need my house keys

I teleport back to my house in England, I'd spent a lot of time restoring it to its former glory. It was a happy home now rather than one I detested.
Seeing Wanda and Nat again caused a lot of hurt, I knew I wasn't the same person as a couple years ago. I had changed for the better, I was more in control of my feelings and how I reacted to situations. Shutting down when things got hard was no longer my go to and I had ways of expressing myself.
I hadn't had a sip of alcohol tonight so I should be tired but I wasn't so I head into the bunker and start planning the session with Carol in the morning.