Chapter 70: War

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Hey guys its been a week for me so here's the catch up. Last week I was supposed to go to Texas but we to Nebraska instead cause a family member from ny great grandma side passed away at age 78, we only stayed for two days and I didn't even took a shower cause we stayed at a family's home and it was gross had bugs every where even under the fridge. I had to put wipes in me and Tysons ears for that matter, so that Saturday morning we left and head on down to Texas I was happy. It was already Sunday morning when we got there but still night so pretty much dawn. I saw my friends Katie who I call Lucy and Romeo the guy that made Tyson laugh alot.  But ever since I saw him my heart and mind been at war during the whole trip. Kaleb and Romeo both love me its also miraculous ladybug if you seen show, im Marinette but not clumsy nor having problems saying my words, Kaleb is like Adrian but not very dumb and can admit his feelings last Romeo is basically is Luka still want to be friends even if things doesn't work out.

Between these two boys I've known Romeo since middle school and Kaleb in high school sophomore year.  I've been mostly quite towards Kaleb cause I'm at war with my heart and mind. I've been having pros and cons with them both and my mind thinks about Kaleb but my hearts knows I'm lying , my hearts wants Romeo I can't lie to myself about that.  I can be myself around them I guess there's always those two souls who are meant to be. No matter how hard I try to not want Luka my heart beats for him just like the quote in the picture two water signs in love with a fire sign I can only have one of them. Seems like my heart already chosen one of them no matter how much I want to deny it but cant I thought Adrian was my forever soul mate 💔 but having this war and seeing how my  heart chosen Luka already  puts me at ease. Both Luka and Adrian are very different,  Adrian can be bold but not blut like me also not innocent I would say 20% not innocent and 99% innocent.  Luka is a different hes on a whole new level and can match up to my standards and freaky level 😏 . The twist side is Adrian brings out my wolf and it can't come out anymore since he tamed it... my wolf can't be tamed she doesn't like to be tamed. My wolf likes to be free and wants someone to love and accept my wildness.  If anything I will listen to my mind but my heart will make the final decision and it already has. Never again will I fight what I'm feeling inside jo matter how hard I try to push it aside , that will only break me little by little.

Say you next time stay tooned kitten out 😸

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