Titania's Love Story

Chapter 23 : It's really over

It was Saturday morning and I woke my ass up and kept going with Matt and then my mom came up stairs and sww how my sisters room was and started to fuss bout it and took away my phone and the roku to my room and their remote but good thing I have two phone my old one and bsck up one ha!  I'm smart as hell but I started to clean up the house and picked up my other sister from school and then picked up the house more then went to church then my friend bell asked me out for real if things didn't work out between me and Matt.  Then I did this silly challenge but it was a joke bout nudes and all but then Matt took the joke to serious and should have known me better then that cause during the fall I went him a half nude of me after my shower one time and he almost died from it so there he was a fool and a baka for even thinking I wanted them or gice it away hell no not in my nature. Letrice texted and told me it was wrong and she understand where ei was coming from and it was finally over between me and Matt over a damn joke. Then I went out to eat with my family at chillis boy was it good but got full from it. And now this morning he asked bout the whole kids thing and surpring he still cares bout me even tho I'm pregnant with his pup oh well. But now since I'm single and a stray cat I can do the hell I want... Then again I told letrice I wanted to take away my life cause Matt hurted me so much then he don't see it,  and I told her bout the class I'm taking for this year and everything else and she asked me was Matt abusive.  Our relationship was healthy and not healthy at the same time and talking bout healthy relationships and abusive relationships with the speaker in my class and her is Shala she was talking bout thst and got me thinking all those signs I thought my own relationship with Matt. In a way he was abusive at times but not much,  even when he's drunk and insulted me one night it still hurts cause it came from him rather he's drunk or not it still hurts either way. And now my brother is telling me he's way to good for me and he didn't deserve me and yes I'm a tomboy and from that point he was right. I thought Matt deserve me but in the end he really didn't. If a guy sees that he should know thst his girl was joking around and wouldn't do that. But for marts case I find it funny how he can joke around with other people but can't take a fucking joke from other things. I'm just waiting what god has for me, either he bring us back together or let us stay friend don't know,  this story will keep going just not with him