Titania's Love Story

Chapter 7: He's gone forever

Out visit was over then went back to Texas but it was a long as ride but I slept half the time texting or looking at Instagram then I would listen to music kr read a book on wattpad or fanfiction either one. We got home at mid morning then pack things back in the house and went to sleep but I wasn't sleepy yet so I stayed up and looking on Instagram then passed out and no one nver bothered me. Morning came up and I was still sleeping but my guts told me to wake my ass up and I did stretching and turned on my stomach and texted my boyfriend morning then he replied back. Weeks later I was going to my summer camp for church so I gave him the heads up and to my other friends that I will not be in my phone for a week which went by fast I came home on Saturday morning seeing my sister and my mother I grabbed my phone smiling hugging my mom then my sister. We went tot he gas station then my sister told me that made me not want to believe I got out of the car and ask my mom

"Mother is it true, jada told me that Elijah is dead" I had a worry look on my face and my mother sighed ans whispered to me

Mom:"yes it's true he died, he died from suicidal"

When I heard that I felt my heart break and I cried softly hugginf my mother saying why did he do that and my mother didn't know the answer he died while I was at camp and I never knew this. I told Matthew and letrice bout this and on the road trip my mom had to fix her car while my grandmother was still with us, I knew Matt wasn't on his phone it was someone else his ex Elena I hated her after I got done eating my breakfast we back to my house and I went to my room and letrice was texting and I felt my heart breaking even more then it already was then he texted me from her account and I showed him that I cut myself on my thigh and he told me to stop the next thing I knew we was role-playing and he kissed me and went to account on his phone and kept going their. When I reach my hometown I told him the I was an aries and he was a leo, that got him thinking. Couple days later I went to my aunts house and heard the background story of my cousin that my blood cousin took in and he was family hearing the story of his past and why he did I couldn't take it my aunt coco saw me broke down hard and I stepped out side and cried my out I never cried this much tears in my life over someone I was very close when I was little. After that day it was time to go the funeral my family and I was supposed to walk together inside the church but my mom, my great aunt, my grandmother and aunt stayed behind to grt mmy uncle cause he felt like he lost a son and I don't blame him for that I felt like I lost a cosuin. I never knew when I came in may and saw him was my last time seeing and speaking with just wished I had more time , it was time and everyone was seated his family and mines also friends and teachers was there as well. Hearing people their connection with Elijah made me think how much friends and people cared bout him hell even my cousin Tyrell they was like brothers from the end, bro code and all that shit. But my aunt Coco told my cousin Tyisha to switch places with me cause I was crying and also can't handle it, so I texted Matt and letrice to keep me calm down but thing got worse, my cousin Tyrell was really pissed off at that day and one of his family member was smiling cause their the reason why Elijah is gone and cause his death my mom came up to me and said it was to go and I see my cousin ,aunt and uncle trying to him and I see cops coming I having anxiety attack hard tried to calm down but I reached my limit where I was going to pass out and my cousin Minnie took me to her place. Before that I told Matt that his aunt passed way it was hard cause I was already at a funeral and his aunt passed away that same day. I went back and it's been three days since I last hard him then he spoke to me in August but I told him that I couldn't eat for what had happened. In my heart he was gone forever