It's been hours out a couple minutes since I heard anything from either one of them... I don't if it's to late or there's still hope... I felt my heart drop and cracked the thought od him and her together I can't picture them together I just can't... I'm truly am a lone for now I guess... Now I know how he felt when he felt alone and broken... And now I'm broken and alone... I can feel myself slipping away in my life, I just fake how I am during the day at times if I don't feel like talking bout it but during the night I feel all alone feeling my heartache, my chest tighten... I'm alone and been alone even when I have Matthew I'm still alone either way.... This what I see if I'm alone again
I see myself like this sometimes dying already as my life slipped away and he came and found me holding my cold body in his arms... I'm a beautiful yet fragile rose that don't wanna be broken and give heart to but I guess my nightmare is coming true and I'm stuck, in the darkness. I'm crying my eyes out but it wasn't like the much I shade the tears I did for Elijah but still hurts the tears is showing how much my heart is hurting from being alone once again
(Natsu is Matt and Lucy is me)
I see this and my life is gone from losing him if I ever lose him now that this what I would be and end up, losing my friends and loved ones even my own family I can't hide this pain anymore feeling alone is the worst pain I felt in a long time
Every night when I feel a lone a lost wolf crying in my sleep and sometimes I see myself ways being killed and Matt find out that I'm gone.... But I'm always alone and no matter how many times I stayed strong for others I just felt so weak and cry to myself and wanting to end Mt life the moment I think bout it is what I dream
I don't know this is a goodybe to my life that I wanted to die or say goodbye to everyone for good... I don't know if he wants to say goodbye... But I still feel the hope in my heart that we both not ready to say goodbye but now in this moment I feel like he's saying goodbye to me forever and I can't say goodbye.... Sayinf goodbye means your not going to see that person ever again their gone forever ans can't get them back if their dead...
This is how I feel to Matthew and the song I just found not to long ago is actually what I'm feeling now.... But it hurts so much even tho I love him so damn much....
"The prettiest eyes shades the most tears, the pretties smiles hides the darkest secrets, the kindest hearts felt the most pain.... "
I don't wanna go back, but I'm slowly am without even realizing it... Its not to late to make it right... But maybe it's to late for me not to late to take away myself...
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Titania's Love Story
RomanceThis is story is bout a white boy name Matt who was all alone til a girl came in she's black and her name is Titania. But this boy started to have a journey with her and started to fell in love with her. But Titania's story still continues... Will s...