Titania's Love Story

Chapter 58: This is hell

Well today is going to be hell for me because I'm feeling a lot of in my thighs and back but I think those pains in my back are contractions. I've been getting them for the past few days and they always so close together like what every hour it hurts me. Good thing l'm going to the doctors today finally! I still can't believe I'm 9 months pregnant and feels like I'm carrying a big ass pumpkin -_- . *sighs* I really want my son to come out right now in the Virgo sign and Libra cause that's his father is I wouldn't mind it just want to him to be a Virgo since the sign is more pretty and easy to do once I get my tattoo. Almost a month and a half I've been having school it was good so far but then yesterday shit went down hill not just for me but other students at the college as well. I've tried so much yesterday checking my email to see if there was any updates from my advisor, teachers or the school but nothing and i'm still waiting to hear something about it today and I had to reach out to one of my teachers ....re-email my advisor knowing that he's busy but it's important cause yesterday morning i gotten an email saying i'm dropped from my classes from unpaid fees. Unpaid fees my ass! I did a Dallas county promise and got my college for free suckers, ugh this is such a pain in the ass! My guess is that the system is fucked up and it's taking way to long cause i want to learn and expand my art skills a bit more I even gotten my art supplies for my class for free and I don't mind using them class or not. It's funny that i'm still enrolled to my art teacher remind for class and i'm yet i'm dropped from her class? Interesting but like i said it's the damn system that's fucked and backed up so they need to fix this shit now before i get behind in my classes. I really don't want to fall behind when shit like this gets messed up plus I really don't like how when a student is having an issue when something shouldn't a teacher or advisor say something right away to answer the student so that way he or she wouldn't freak out as much? I know damn well there are other students like me who's wondering what the hell is going on right now and I need to get into my classes again, payed college or free college Dallas county promise like me shouldn't have to wait this damn long. I thought I would get an email this morning about any updates but no still nothing but I'm not giving up cause I want some answers and i'm going to get them one way or another this is some fucking bullshit if you guys as me. I redid my room for my son before he gets here, I have to crib all set thanks to my mom and brother, i have everything he needs like wipes and diapers are on a shelf above where my mom works, his clothes in my closet hanged up or folded mmmn what else or yea i have his socks in a small basket and his mittens which I call them booties are in a draw so that way he won't hurt himself. I even got a tub for him when taking a bath oh his bath supplies are also in a draw as well hehe ^-^.  I did go to the store getting him more hats, socks, a burp rag, and for myself a breast pump since i'll try to breast feed him. My mother is going grandma mood time from time. So i'm going to email  a very special person who's been with me and my mom since I gotten pregnant; she's been great and helpful I got to see her during my baby shower and she still wants to help it's a gift for me and my mother to have her support. Yesterday my mother made me laugh cause she said 'oh hell no' from what she saw I didn't know what is was but when she told me that my second sisters school have the virus no wonder she said that even today I'm sitting in my room going to the dinning room so i can eat and do other things but my mother is in her class talking to her partner explaining her challenge she's doing. I was drinking my water til that women said she might as wear a diaper for drinking 80 oz  water I almost lost it. Last night was a huge blow for me I was crying a little bit since a family friend in my family won't live that long from all the drinking smoking she's been doing for many years. I even told my grandma I haven't seen her in decades which is sad and sucks ass. She killed her own boyfriend by scaring him to teach him a lesson for cheating on her, she didn't mean to and it's been a struggle for her ever since that happened. Now I won't get a chance to see her again or say goodbye, but good news is I finally go answer from one of my teachers i am dropped from my classes and now i have to talk to my advisor about it. Well lets see how this goes