Titania's Love Story

Chapter 46 : Loving him

It's been months since I last updated this book I'm so sorry about that everyone forgive me on that part. I've been very busy lately with everything that's going on in my life and thinking about my son. Ever since I met my soul mate I felt more complete and more safe around him in my life; the one thing i love about him is that he's very loving and supportive to me that's all I ever wanted from someone no matter what choice I make in my life. I had a feeling that he's the right person for me...the next thing I knew sparks fly and I'm really happy that he's with me. I never thought someone will stay by me while i'm pregnant even when it's not his kid , Kaleb still loved me for me even though it's not his. I just love having him at my side whenever i needed him sometimes he doesn't answer me when i wake up and he's asleep or just being quite like a ghost . I love him dearly with all my heart, spirit and soul; there are some things that can piss me off and went to rip his balls sacks or make him have blue balls for two years or so not really sure depends what he does or says to me. I know you guys and every one else has a spirit animal well mine is a wolf while his is a dragon -_- *sighs* oh well he deals with me and I deal with his smart yet loving ass! I asked him not long ago about him carrying me but he said I be heavy to him.  I am thick and he saw me naked which he did like the view of it. My loving boyfriend was so confused of how the hell my legs look skinny and my thighs look meaty hehe not to mention I have a big ass so pretty much  my genes are really good. So put it this way I'm thick with a big ass and curves on my body. Am I a body pillow yes i am also my boyfriend wants to lay on me so there for I don't mind if he layed on top or behind me but knowing our spirit animals will take over and have fun ;).  I really do have a feeling we'll be together for a every long time, about two months ago he proposed to me to be his wife and I was really happy. Lost of words to respond because he was very serious about it and I was going through a hard time did he rush yes but he wants to settle down with one person and that's me; it was a couple of weeks before my 18th birthday but I fall in love with him more and more by the day. I ask myself how the hell did I get with him in the first place or what did I ever do to deserve him in my life? The question remains unknown for now but soon to be answered. Each day he surprises me a lot and makes me smile sometimes shy when he gets a bit freaky just himself or his dragon -_- , my boyfriend catches me off guard so quickly I don't have words to say to him at times. We do tease each other a lot , call each other and fall asleep on face time feeling like he's right behind me sleeping or I'm on top of him. I find it very cute that we sleep on the phone together sometimes I sleep first then he sleeps after me and stay that way til the morning but I do hang up when he's sleeping and it's the middle of the night for me since our time zones is very different. But to think of it I feel like hanging up on him anymore when it's 4 or 5 o'clock in the morning for me and whatever time for him, I just feel like we can wake up together and have a good morning together or sometimes he'll text me which I don't mind. What I really want is for him to wait for me to wake up when we face time and when I wake up seeing him will put a smile on my face. I wouldn't also mind if he called me to wake me up he only done that twice and I loved it because if he does both those things it'll put more of a smile on my face knowing my morning is great with him around or just hearing his voice. I love ever inch of my partner....the way he talks about somethings, when he gets focused in his games , getting very nerdy at times and tries to make me blush or get on my nerves.  I love it how he spoils me in some ways also calm me down when no guys could, everything about him I love so much to be right next to time cuddle watching a movie with him. He changed my whole life he even thought about being a father to my son if I wanted him to, I joke around about it sometimes and it's cute seeing him holding my son in his arms; he even told me a couple was just like me and him just a year older. It's very sweet that he checks up on me every day making sure I'm alright but it makes me blush more when he calls me his wife or baby girls cause sometimes I do call him daddy. I love him to death and it makes me mad at times , he never seen a Tyler Perry movie so we watched two movies of it he kinda likes it than I made him watch underworld which he loves since it was vampires and werewolves.