Titania's Love Story

Chapter 76: What hurts most

Good afternoon or morning to my fellow readers, I hope everyone is having a good day so far knowing me I am a little. I gotten morning from my boyfriend which was sweet of him and update on his son he's okay he'll be home tomorrow so that's good. I also gave a shot to call my lover twice but no answer, that was hurts, I would have done the same for my son Tyson but I wouldn't ignore the person I love the most. Here's the thing you'll never truly know how it'll effect your partner, texting is one thing but hearing from them can change everything. You should never ignore someone you love and cherish the most no matter what the situation is it's okay to text them every now and then but what fear for most people is not hearing from then in hours, you'll never know what will happen to them the next day. That's way we have to keep the ones we love close to us and spend every single moment with them, life is to damn short... what hurts me most that I've been lied by my own lover does it hurt yes as long he texts it's fine but hearing his will make it better. No one should have regrets in life or they can't move on. If you don't hear from someone in a very long time then doubts, fear and many other emotions will come, my brain is like that having doubts and fears if I don't hear nothing I'll think other wise. I try to keep myself busy and talking to some of my friends so I would take my mind off of him , It does feel like somethings wrong I hate feeling so much... I could be wrong depends on how the outcome goes. Today I wanted not to respond to him so badly, I wonder if the thought of losing me ever crossed his mind? I know he has faith and trust in me but the thought of losing someone that's your soulmate is the biggest fear ever. With me I don't care if I'm working tired in a bad mood or whatever I still cut out some time for the people around me, even if a family issue I still people and let them know or even update on them so it won't feel like  I left them hanging. I don't do that to people, I don't leave people they leave me for what reason how knows. My eyes keep looking to see if he'll respond back but never has but that's quite alright his actions spoke for him and when the time comes my silence will be the loudest scream ever, our one month anniversary is this Saturday and I hope he didn't forget. Keep in mind my fellow readers if your ever dating someone keep them close and cherish them ever single day and don't take it for granted or forget about them cause that will hurt the other person. I cry for him cause not hearing from him felt like part of me is gone. I always feared that once I have someone things will go great but then they walk out of my life, like I said in my last chapter fate is putting me to the test. Also I scared my grandpa last night cause I was hunger and he jumped. So now I'm gonna watch Meteor Garden if you don't know what that is look on nextflix it's really good; I'm gonna do that spend time with my son and chat with my friends since today is my off day and it's raining like hell puts me to sleep might nap after my lunch. Stay tooned kitten out ^-^