Titania's Love Story

Chapter 74 : Him and I

So as you guys know that my boyfriend wait no my husband Xander is the best thing ever happened to me. I'm sure you guys remember chapter 49 where me and Kaleb spirit animals went at it but here's the difference, back then mines was holding back against him since his energy didn't with hers. Xander's animal match with her perfectly like his energy is just what she needed, let me tell you last night oh gods was crazy! Even though it was over the phone I can still feel that, his moans are beyond words even when he says my name so husky its just🥵fuck. Don't even get me started on him eating me out it's 100x better like damn long tongue but he can be greedy since he's the one that says I'm very tasty to him, so far our spirit animals had  75 rounds within 4 days that's a lot do I mind it no not really. I got to admit he's really good like no joke at all.

~time skip~

So this week I've been pretty busy cause it was my sons birthday party. I was really in a rush with somethings like getting the cakes and certain people also getting the food together, then I have to be at the house for my guests. What sucks most I nearly gotten to talk to my boyfriend I know my mom and sisters are in town but not one time I could catch a break plus it's already a week and almost two days since we last fucked. My goal is trying to have some fun tonight since it's national boyfriend day today I wanted the love of my love be worry free and yet he still worries about me, there's nothing wrong with that but that's one of the reasons why I love him so much. Oh I also gotten my birth control which wasn't that bad really like I thought it would, mostly it was quick and easy since it's the same place that cousin went to when she was younger. I might get the 5 year birth control but me and my boyfriend gonna have a talk about it cause if we do meet in person and actually do it then he wanna make sure I enjoy it instead of pain. I'm glad I got it but sometimes I would freak out if I didn't get it, but I keep track of it. Been busy these days and my mother along with my sisters left town it made my mother cry cause it'll be 6 to 7 months of seeing us again.  I told her it's see you later its never a goodbye.

So here's an update of today, my boyfriend's son is in the hospital and I hope he's okay got bitten by a spider I think every has once in their life I never did cause I don't do spiders yes I had one crawl on me that freaked me out kore then anything. But you know what hurts most not hearing from the person you love that broke me more then ever, I get it he was sleeping the whole day and had to take care of Daniel.  I guess that old part of me came back and now I'm shutting it off, I cried last night dying to hear him again that makes me smile, even his morning text from today made me smile from the inside out. Don't get wrong I love him dearly so much I would go to hell and back , I guess who would have thought of not hearing someone's voice or a text all day would break you this much? It's funny yesterday I thought he didn't need me anymore when I need him...I knew that feeling to well, and the silence took that in to I'm used to it and numb to it as well. Anyways Daniel will be staying at the hospital for a few days to make sure he's fully okay, but on the other note my lover and I one month anniversary is this Saturday idk what I'm gonna do but part of me feels like not planning anything. The smallest things matter to me it doesn't matter what we do , it's hard if I should go back to the darkness but I can't I have so much to look for. I guess when the time is right whenever he's free , he can call and text me I'll be in the shadows and never bother him again, normally I took this sign when people call my name they want or need something from me. I don't want that to happen again but I'll just put up my wall around my heart there's always a pro and a con with love right? I locked away my wolf that he loves so much to sleep since we haven't done anything, it's okay tho I won't be annoying or clingy and I won't spam his phone sometimes I wanna call him first but scared that he won't answer. Oh well I'll be updating more when I can stay tooned kitten out