Chapter 14:plans

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Today was a busy day even tho I didn't want it to be but in a way it did, i didnt want to be busy like i hoped cause Matt and I was suppose to spend the whole day together but now thats fucked up. And just reading his new chapter I don't know why but I felt a bit jealous, yes I admit I'm jealous at times when it comes to kikyo (aka McKenzie but she's a bitch so I call her kikyo) , so my plan is that if I would be doing something I would tell Matt head of time cause today he spammed me which was fine yet cute AR the same time,  but I felt a bit jealous of kikyo by 6% not much cause well she sees my boyfriend 24/7 but I don't mind texting him cause  he means alot to me.  And since I got out of church I was drawing a picture for Matt hoping he will like it soon. Later on tonight don't how long I'mma stay up but I have a surprise for Matt and hoping it will make him happy cause I just told him I'm not good at expressing my feelings. And sometimes my feelings are like this

 And sometimes my feelings are like this

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Or like this

My feelings are hard to speak but showing or writing them out helps me a lot cause I've been trapped of speaking out bout my feelings

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My feelings are hard to speak but showing or writing them out helps me a lot cause I've been trapped of speaking out bout my feelings. I always think bout him all the time and plan things ahead of time and so much more , these pictures will show how much I miss him and I know how much he loves me and misses me,  I show how much I miss him and sometimes he does to. But in a way it'd hard for me to tell what a guy thinking ot whatever reading guys is hard for us girls but he reads me like a fucking book!!!  I mean I don't mind it and catches the smallest details that I do and I don't feel embarrassed bout it at times and sometimes I do things risky and taking a risk is what I do it's in my blood. I have hidden talents that I don't show a lot and sometimes that I do and he seems them. By tomorrow morning I will surprise him or hell maybe tonight my time and morning for him I love every inch of him and nothing can change that. I forgave him and we had make up sex. When I say this is was soooo fucking good,  the way he held my thighs up to his waist and how he groans my name out he was hitting it hard and deep my body was set on fire I made claw mark on him but I can't remeber the best sex we had last time I check it was when he was challenge by my father which was funny we kept going then went 4 rounds in the kitchen 3 round on the counter and 1 round on the wall. Damn by far I couldn't think straight he killed my legs. He carries me like I'm a feather or something hehe,  tomorrow my plan for him will go well. What he gonna see ans read I mean every word of it

I found this song and I love it and it express how I feel to my boyfriend he calls me kitten and I call him wolfy. Only us two call each other that.

'Tommorow I'll do whatever it takes to make it up to him for today since I was busy it's the least that I can do. I'll show how much love I have stored in my heart never done with anyone before but him... He's the first,  he's the first to everything I have,  and I'll wait til that comes'

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