Titania's Love Story

Chapter 12: What I love bout him

Reading what he loves bout me made me smile ans blush and giggle seeing how small and detailed he was. This is what I love bout him. He makes me smile so brightly and wide til my cheeks hurt, he makes me laugh til my stomach hurt, I love the way he growls at me or something else, I love how rushes to find me and take care of me when I'm hurt, I love his strong arms around my small body , I love how he smirks at me and the feel of his toucj sets my body on fire, the way he calls my name makes me want him even more, I love how he acts like a child are times , love how he gets protective of me,  I love how he tells to me,  I love how he gets serious and it sends shivers up my spine, love his laugh when I'm being myself around him, I love his kisses and how he's the only one the makes me feel type of way, how my body melts under his while he's making love to him, I love him for who he is, I wouldn't dare judge him and he thinks he doesn't deserve me, he deserve me then other guys cause without him I'm nothing just s lone wolf without a mate, cause without him I would be dead right now. He's everything that I can ask for, he pulls me into a hug when I'm upset, I love how he kissed my neck to calm me down and turning me on at the same time, I love how he response to me, I love how he teases me and test me to my limit, I find his tempers sexy including his growls ams smirks, I love how he move his wet hair out of his face , I love how he smacks my ass to surprise me at times, I love how he take care of things without telling me. Everhtbing bout him draws me more to him. It's funny how we both think we don't deserve each other but in a way we do, and I want to prove the people who said we don't deserve eacb other their wrong even his father. I love how he comes to me and cheer me up again and express his feelings for me, I gave him my ❤️. I don't want him to feel like I'm rejecting him I hope this will make him see what I love bout him so damn much. I love how he cooks for me and gets angry when I don't eat at times, I love how he carries me and don't mind if I'm heavy or not

"I love him so damn much why the hell does he think this and saying sorry *sighs* him and I really need to talk this is killing me"

It really was killing how he thinks this and I prove him wrong on every level, but I love the way how bold and strong he was standing up to his father bout us, even the his father and mother hates me but he doesn't care, he loves me for me and I feel the same for him. I love his reaction when I do things to surprise him, or to make him go nuts in cutness, I love how when I give him things he keeps it forever, everything bout him even the smallest details I love everything and every inch of him. But I love how he looks at me when I'm getting dressed and undressed and I also love how he gives me dirty dances that me soaking wet like a waterfall. I don't ever want him to feel that guilt , I didn't reject him when we first met, and he didn't reject me. What makes him think I'm rejecting him now. Never in my lifr and all these month j rejected him I stayed by him loving all his flaws. And sometimes I wish I could taken away my life so his life csn be better.

' I wished I would tooken my life and deserve to die but I'm living on and suffer with this pain'

I kept saying that to myself all these months to keep me going, my boyfriend kept me going that's what I love bout him he keeps me alive the more I think bout him, if I didn't I would have cut my arm and thigh up right now cause I'm broken and lost without him.

'That's one of the reasons why I should've died back then cause I hurt the ones I love the most around me'

I told myself that as well and my heart knew to well. He doesn't see me as nothing but myself. I love him no matter is he's far away or close to me, this boy that I love and cherish so fucking much I'm willing to die now. I love him so much that I would keep cutting til I shed a lot of blood then take my own life for his to be better. Cause really if I die he dies as well that's how him and I work, I love how he calls me kitten, babe or bae and every nickname he gave me I love how he says the claw marks I have him when he was hitting it hard, rough and deep it makes him manly.

"If me taking my own life just show how much I love you or even then I will without no hesitation I love you Matthew James Phipps.. Please don't leave me"

I felt the tear and that tear of me losing someone that's close and I love dearly, I lost my cousin Elijah I will not lose him to