Titania's Love Story

Chapter 38: The Silence

Today was a good day for me, had all my classes then my boss texted me if I can work from 3:30-10 at night and I was like is she serious so then I told her I'll work at my normal time 3:30-7:30 at night. But I did love my dance class we practice a few times with counts and music but we have to show emotions since it's a sad song like we've been hurt and it's a lyrical dance so we have it's not a choice I was crying when I did the danfe cause I thought if my cousin (back in chapter 7) I showed emotions in it and after that I had to change clothes to work and walked to my job in the summer hot sun did a bit of homework then started working early but before that my bf texted me and I wasn't in the mood cause the silence he gave me changed everything and he said to me "don't act like u don't care" that struck me bad and I told him off and then I even said don't bother of making it up to me, I left it at that and started working. Let me you on of my co-workers named abel he goes to the same school as me but anyways he gets on my nerves and one day I'll whoop his ass before I leave this state. But there's always something bothering me... It's the silence that people give to others and never know when you'll hear them again it could be for along time... Life is very short but wonderful to have...

~time skip to the present ~

Now I'm laying in my bed writing a poem and thinking biht what will happen are school tomorrow even today a guy named Harvey in my class he gets on my nerves and reminded me of Matthew so much I felt like I was crushing on him and it made me think of Matt when I sneezed he said I sounded like a baby kitten ans made me think of the nickname mattt gave me when him ans I was dating at the time ans still call each other that til this day giving people silence isn't a good thing cause you don't know what people been through and it'll trigger them in the future just like me.. If in don't here nothing from you but I know your alright ...it's hard to have those true friends to keep around when your at your lowest, I always thought to myself if I treated others like they treated me then they would hate me for it but I hate myself even more for letting them in if they was going to act like this than again no one knows what the future holds for all of us... It's the unknown that's bound to have us but never know what's in stored could be something good or bad. I kept a open mind bout the future and not worry bout just go with the flow and see what happens