BEAUTY & ESSEX ◆ JJK ✓

61 | SO CLOSE YET SO FAR

𝐀 𝐅𝐄𝐖 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐇𝐒 𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑.

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you've gasped, as you sat up from the bed, you eyes being welcome by a place full of white — your chest continuously heaves up and down as you've tried to catch your breath. however, with tears forming into the corners of yours eyes, it wasn't much help.

you began to sob, as the man seated in the hospital seat that was next to your bed, had awoken.

"darling, relax.." he said, as he sat onto the edge of
your hospital bed, grasping each of your shoulders
as an attempt to refrain you from hyperventilating any further.

"it was just a dream. it was just bad dreams." he'd comforted and he pulled you into a hug. with your chin rested over his shoulder, you looked down to your arm, your eyes scanning how there was an iv cord injected into your forearm.

when the man who had you in his embrace pulled away, you're in absolute shock, when you realized
that it wasn't jungkook.

it was dohyun.

you push him, pushed him further away from you causing him to stumble off from the bed, but then caught his balance, thankfully preventing himself from falling onto the hospital tiled floor.

"what's the matter?" he said as you remain frozen. stuck in that position, your injury made it difficult
to hardly even move, meanwhile dohyun stared at
you in utter confusion.

"where's jungkook.." you managed to say, but also struggle due to the dryness in your throat. you felt dehydrated, and in need of water. but, that wasn't what you were most concerned about.

"what did you do to him," you continue as dohyun continued to stare at you speechless.

you felt so confused, just as confused as dohyun is. jungkook was nowhere in sight — just you, dohyun
and this plain old, hospital bedroom. however, you managed to remember everything. you reminisced your last moments before this man had pulled that trigger. you recalled every single detail.

"darling," he spoke, holding his hands up as a sign that you had nothing to worry about.

"no!" you shouted. "where is he?! what exactly did
you do to him? why did you pull the damn fucking trigger?!" you punched his chest repeatedly as you uncontrollably sobbed in the hospital room.

dohyun looked at you with sympathy, as he forced himself to grasp onto each of your wrists. that was
the action that caused a flashback to flash through your mind of that night, he had you trapped in the unknown bedroom, trapped between the bed, and beneath his body. those memories of that evening, were still vivid and as clear as water.

he stopped you from hitting him repeatedly, "y/n." dohyun spoke sharply, with a little shake, to cause
you to focus, and then listen to what he has to say.

"everything you said, all of that, was all a dream."

𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑.

it has now been a year and a half, since you have woken up from your month lasting coma. you've manage to still remember every single thing that
has occurred during the past years.

you remembered him. you remembered you love
and joyful memories with jungkook.

but what confused you, was that dohyun has said
that you were dreaming the entire time, and that, those were the dreams you have had during your coma. he has explained how everything you "had" with jeon jungkook was fake and all in your head.

but, during these past years, you have never once
seen jungkook. by that, you've contemplated if all
of it was just an illusion created while you were in your month lasting coma. you weren't able to tell,
if dohyun is just deceiving you or telling the truth.