The Untold Story of Us: (One shot Compilation)

CAN I QUIT?

📌CAN I QUIT?

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"I'm depressed, but nobody here to cheer me up."

"They are sad but here i am, cheering them up."

"Lisa, i'm sad. My mother and father are fighting again." She said and cried in my shoulders.

I hugged her,

"It's ok bea, i'm always here right? I will listen to you." I smiled at her and hugged her again.

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"Lenard! Are you drunk?! Oh my god we don't have a money anymore! Fuck!" I heard my mom from their room, shouting.

"Melinda! Can you please stop?! Hindi ka na nakakatulong!" My dad said and hit my mother.

I heard my mother sobs so i go to her to comfort her, "Mom are you ok?" I asked.

But she slap me and she stood up, leaving their room.

I silently cry, "God why did you make this?" I angrily said.

I punch the wall and cry till i fell sleep.

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"Hi anna, balita ko naghiwalay na yung nanay mong magnanakaw at yung tatay mong lasinggero."

"HAHAHAHHA kawawa."

"Buti nga."

I smiled bitterly and go to our room.

Yes, my mom and dad broked up.

I can't imagine na wala na sila, kahit lagi silang nag-aaway.

My tears started to fall again.

I wiped my tears up.

"It's ok anna." Gerald said while handing a handkerchief.

I smiled at him and leaved him alone, i don't want anyone to comfort me again,

Because last time.. that someone comfort me, he also leaved me.

I know that i am strong enough to handle my pain.

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"Maam, here's my project." I gave her my project with a brightly smile on my face.

"What is this anna?! Effortless tss. Get out!" Maybe she's disappointed?

I carried the pain she gave, i'm disappointed too.

I don't have enough money to reach your standard.

I'm sorry.

Maybe i will go to my friend's house..

"Lisa? Can i go with you?"

"Oh i'm sorry Anna, i am busy now. Maybe tomorrow? I really really sorry. Bye."

See? That's why i don't want to have friends anymore.

They just using me.

It's funny that i'm so stupid, i pity to myself.

I'm helpless.

Can somebody help me? I wanna be free.

All i want is a peace.

I don't wanna be prison in my own sadness.

I wanna lived with a happy family, friends and a peaceful mind.

Can i quit?

Maybe all i can do is to pray.

"Please god, help me."

I open the book, they call it bible so i started to read it.

This is a words of god, right?

My heart.. oh i started to cry.

Am i really bad?

I made a lots of sin.

But i know, this is not the end.

I wanna start a new life, with my god.

Maybe i just.. choose to be sad.

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I smile, "Mom, you can read the bible too. The words of god is a powerfull. Mom, i'm not sad or depress anymore. I'm happy now even dad is not with us, or i don't have a friends i am happy mom. God is with me." While i said those words my eyes are starting to cry, this is not because of sadness.

It's a result of being happy, i'm free now.

I can smile now without pretending.

I can sleep without crying at night.

Jesus, he started to heal my wounds.

They're right, God is the best doctor and prayer is a best medecine.

WRITTEN BY ZELLEN SMITH

May 30, 2020.